m y b l o g .

2006-02-18T23:29:00.000+08:00

I MOVED!
MY NEW BLOG IS: http://www.xanga.com/kweepeixi
please visit it soon.
if i hate my new blog too much, ill change back to this. haha.
GOODBYE!

dress shopping

2006-02-12T11:58:00.000+08:00

yay. went dress shopping this weekend. went on fri with debz n on sat with cenny.
it was fun trying on all those dresses.
but they're like expensive and nice or noot so ex n not so nice!
damn. i like BCBG dresses.
unfortunately i dun think im gonna spend so much on jus a dress.
i may get tt bebe dress but the point is tt its not FANTASTIC.
i think if there was a smaller size it would've been better.
damn i think i may go to marina and city link area to look for a dress.
yes i shall do just that.
but anyway shopping is so fun.

bought make-up for melissa as birthday prez.
bought it from paul and joe.
the packaging is nice n the make up is GOOD.
bought hand cream (she needs it) and blush cum eyeshadow for her.
yay. its so nice!
decided to buy myself a blush n mascara too.
and i realised that i am DEFF more generous to myself than to others.
hahha. n tts not very good.
damn, theres chem test on tues! tts so damn F-ed up.

but anyway tts not e point.
the point is that we went to meli's party after dress shopping on sat.
haha. there was like this chocolate fountain thing.
OMG so damn cool. theres dark n white choc.
i didnt expect her party to be so wow.
anyway the food was great n we all had fun!!
n meli had so many prez! wheee.

ok now back to trng.
trng was shit.
i screwed up during jiancha AGAIN!
as usual.
oh well. did houkongchuai on the tramp. it was quite fun!
but overall trng still sucked. damn it.

CNY

2006-02-03T21:32:00.000+08:00

woohoo. its CNY. yeah, although the CNY hols is over already.
tt sucks man!! WHYYYYYYY.
anyway, we did so much CNY shopping.
yipee. i love all kinds of shopping!
i shall upload those pics of shopping soon cos SOME PPL* are already pressing me for them.
AHEM i wonder who eh, right CEN?
hahha. ok anyway, i love ang pao moneyyyyyyy.
i may use it to buy my guess bag.
im not sure yet, but ill see.

darn, new tramp is here n we have to train now.
feels like shit. i really dun like to train.
plus the tramp is so scary, its like u cant estimate how high u are that sorta thing.
yup. its kinda weird.

nxt is school.
YUCKS, total turn off.
school is freakin stressful.
i really hate it.
im so damn glad its friday now.
then i can finally rest my brains for 2 days.
actually im not even resting my brain cos i havta prepare for math,bio,physics and eng test ALL ON NXT WEEK!
nooooooooooooo.
what is goin on with our school!?!?!
and to release our stress, me and heather sing in class. hahhaa. we pretend to be guitars and come up with our own songs and lyrics! hahaha.
its fun man, people who feel stressed should do that.
if everyone whos stressed does what me n heatha do, very soon the whole entire school would be singing away.
how funny would that scenario be.

damn i needa go shopping!!
im freakin addicted. and i wanna learn dancing. BURN SOME FATS.

shummy

2006-01-29T09:40:00.000+08:00

at 3 oclock of today, shummy would probably be on the plane or in the airport.
i would really miss her.
not only me, i think many ppl will.
this is just totally abrupt.
i just cant imagine not being able to see u when i get back to sch.
this is just weird.
after looking at ur face almost everyday for the past 1 yr.
but anyway, i really thank you for all the joy u have brought to me.
for all the help u provided when i needed them.
all the comfort u have given me.
i can still rmb u being in my life for more than 9 yrs.
i only got to know u well last year and im really glad i was given that chance.
all the projs we did together, all the time u spent with me, i will rmb them all.
now that ur leaving, its really hard to imagine what its gonna be like.
but all in all, i hope u have a great future ahead.
hope that we would be able to see u soon in near future!
love ya.

whatthehell2

2006-01-29T09:28:00.000+08:00

freak! whats ur fucking problem.
i cant stand you!! like omg.
hello, ur eng sucks so PLEASE stop lying through ur teeth, pretending tt ur eng is good and whatsoever.
stop trying to write in ur so called GOOD ENGLISH.
cos in actual fact, u cant even speak that language well.
u cant even pronounce words prperly.
like PLEASE. spare us from the torture of hearing u speak.
so if u cant speak well, pls dont pretend tt u can write well.
cos DUH, u cant.
stop trying to act like ur so smart.
cos ur not.
no matter HOW MUCH tuition classes u go to.
and no matter HOW MUCH effort u put in.
EVENTUALLY when EOYs come, u always get shit results.
then u wld cry and all that.
its useless.
u dont even have the ability, the capability,
so no matter how much you push urself,
u will NOT do well.
n i think u shld seriously stop buying even ANY clothing.
cos u dont even look good. ok?
spare yourself and your poor mum frm wasting so much money.
which u can barely afford.
n this is not only MY oppinion.
many ppl think tt way.
its just that im voicing it out.
and unlike you, at least i dont state names.
and i dun write stuff to try get ppls pity.
like GET AWAY U FREAK.

*continuation of the prev entry, im writing this due to something that triggered my anger.*

whatthehell

2006-01-28T19:04:00.000+08:00

WHAT THE HEL IS WRONG WITH U!?!?!
whats with the COPYING.
like hello, pls get a life like u said.
stop copying US and whatever we do so that u will look uh 'cool'?
like fuck off dude.
when we have imagestation acct, u HAVE TO FREAKING copy us n have one too.
AND copy the pictures from OUR imagestation.
SO WHATS THE POINT?
when u bloody dont even have ur own camera.
whats with trying to hang out with us when nobody INVITED YOU?
get this right - we dont like you. NON OF US.
u may ask so why do u we still talk to u.
thats cos we PITY U u freak.
its so darn irritating when u have NO originality and keep copying us.
the way we speak, the way we write, our short forms and all
WHEN U ARE NOT EVEN CLOSE TO US.
u even copy the way i do my blog. like WTF?
can u please stop copying us? cos it seriously gets on my nerves.
and stop thinking tt u are better than us in any way COS UR NOT.
stop being so confident abt urself, thinking ur body is alot better n ur pretty.
because fact is no matter what u do, u are still as fat as ever.
and ur not pretty please.
u only look strange. tts y ppl look at u.
cos ur face is weird.
so stop thinking tt ur so great and stop buying clothes tt dont even look good on u!!
do u think we are last resort? second option? backup plan?
please, we are not. we dont even NEED you.
and do not welcome you into our lives.
cos we have good lives and we are happy with it.
UNLIKE YOU.
SO please, you dont have any individuality or originality so stop pretending you have one.
you are nothing without us. please remember that.

2006-01-28T01:28:00.000+08:00

let me talk abt what happened these few days!!
we did ALOT of shopping.
went shopping with heather, went shopping with shummy, went shopping with cen n juangie n went out with all of em twice.
GOODNESS.
shopping is SO fufilling.
i loooove shopping.
esp buying stuff. ill talk abt tt soon.
but anyway, jus a rough idea on what we did and some pics.

me n shummy at my house, 'doing project' HAHA.

me n shummy going out. haha. me trying out the zara jeans i altered.

VINTAGEEE hahah. i like both of em, but e one shummy was wearing is too big! shes holding it frm behind!!

haha. i like my top! haha, though its rather big.

i like this pic, its artistic!! cool eh?

ED HARDY! i like.

NEXT UP, me n heather!! haha. btw, i jus select a few pics cos i cant be bothered to put all up here. ill try to upload them on imagestation though.

me n heather! in phuture london. i like e corset. haha.

the mirror is dirty n the skirt is peasanty.

me n heatha in bebe. this is a bad pic. hahah.

ooh. nice blue skirt n nice brown skirt. ahha. theyre almost sweeping the floor.

i bought tt blue top. n our poses are SO funny!

OK next! school! firstly CNY decos. i love the fans we made. heres a pic of me n heather with the fan!!:

NEXT HAMPER WRAPPING. me, heather n shummy were being picked to go for the hamper wrapping competition. how unfortunate!! haha.

the materials we prepared for hamper wrapping.

hahahahha. this is PATHETIC. we were trying to organise the position of the items given to us. they were so bulky!!

luckily we managed to squeeze everything in. WE ARE SMART!! haha. so this was our end product. nice eh!! v CNY-ish.

the three of us with the stupid-beautiful hamper!!

see. we did so much this week. sigh. shopping is superb n schools alright. but anyway, shummy is leaving so that sucks! i shall dedicate a post to her soon. so i need 2 more posts. 1 for shummy one for the stuff we bought for CNY!!

school

2006-01-23T22:35:00.000+08:00

school's been boring. went to kranji war memorial last fri.
it was quite sad. i hate war.
although i never experienced it,
i can already imagine how would it be like.

i can picture the tense atmosphere during war
not being able to go anywhere.
the thought of getting killed is bad enough,
moreover getting tortured to DEATH.
maybe i have watched too many shows.
maybe i have too strong an imagination.
but seriously just the thought of myself having to experience the horrors of war gives me the creeps.

while the person in charge was talking to us about how the people were killed in the most cruel ways, i was imagining myself feeling the pain of being stabbed, shot, beheaded etc.
then i feel so lucky that i am alive.
then i am glad that my family and friends are with me.
i can only try to understand the feelings of the people upon hearing that their family member(s) was captured or killed during war, esp when he/she didnt do anything wrong.

but i know that no matter how hard i try to put myself in their shoes, the hurt they felt must have been too strong to even think about.
everything im saying feels so incoherent. cos im just putting thoughts from my mind together.
still, i am glad that i got to hear about all these stories, which makes me understand that war is never good. it doesnt benefit people in anyway, especially world war.
fighting for nothing but power.
in the proccess, losing so many lives.

and those are not just LIVES. these people that died were others parents, siblings, family, friends.
and to others, they played an important role in their lives
their lives were not supposed to be sacrificed with no meaning just because some crazy greedy cranky f-ass wants the whole world.
i think its just NO POINT.

and after that day, i know that life is fragile and precious, however cliche it may sound.
i may just die tomorrow, and life is to be ENJOYED.
although i have been enjoying life most of the time, i think i will continue to do it better, doing what i like to do. like shopping. :D
this is getting more and more shallow by the second. so i guess i shall stop now.
anyway, point is, people should THINK before deciding to doing something that affects many people. yeah.

heatha n shummy

2006-01-17T22:51:00.000+08:00

ok. i shall talk about heather n shummy in this post.
ok start!
i feel that they are such great friends and i feel lucky to have them with me.
they seriously make me feel so much better during school.

to think about it, i only became close to shummy last year beginning
cos we were in the same class.
and we laughed alot together and she's really nice.
unfortunately, i have only just got close to her for a year
and she has to go abroad soon.
in less than 2 weeks.
this is really sad. Its like i dont know when i'll see her again.
and that seat beside heather, would soon be empty.
that is so depressing to think about.
just like vic.
after she left, we hardly got to see her.
and shummy doesnt even HAVE to leave.
that's what makes it worse.
If she stayed, we could probably spend about 3 more years together.
but then suddenly she tells me that she's going off to aussie in 1 month.
when im still recovering from the post-return-to-school-shock.
she gives me another piece of shocking news.
im rather pissed with her, yet i'll miss her.
but i still wish her all the best really.
and may her dreams come true.

Now about heatha.
Its really a blessing tt we got to know each other towards the end of last year.
We only did chem SIA together and mostly me and shummy did it together cos heatha's always busy.
but i dont know since when did we go shopping together for the first time.
then after exams we went to eat xiaolongbao together.
that was so memorable cos we were TOTALLY craving for xiaolongbao while studying.
im currently craving for it too.
i think me and heatha share alot in common.
and she is really funny and spastic too!
and we are both lazy-but-still-wanna-do-well people.
yeah. tts probably why we clicked so well.
im really glad that we got to know each other well.
and just tolet u know that u are not stupid.
and im really glad to have u as a friend.

I LUB BOTH OF YOU!! (hahha.lub)

went out with cen then with mummy

2006-01-16T22:39:00.000+08:00

Well well, went shopping on both saturday and sunday.
it was quite exciting.
actually not quite, but it really made my weekend bareable.
on saturday before gym, i had a date with cenny to go to orchard.
since gym started at a weird timing of 2.30.
Obviously all of us arent too happy about it eh.
so anyway, we met up early in the morning at 11.
haha. i love shopping.
heatha made a comment that all i looked forward to was shopping trips, recess, lunch and after school.
That IS EXTREMELY true.
that explains why my entire blog is about shopping trips and nothing else.
I obviously cant blog about reccesses can i?
it would be so weird, unless there was a bomb in school and it blew our school up during reccess.
that would be something interesting to post about but other than such impactful events, reccess is all about food.
i am totally digressing. so the point was that me and cen went 'New Year shopping'.
As you have much guessed, it wasnt very fruitful.
Cen was desprately looking for budget skirts and tops as her dad is only giving her $100 to spend on new year shopping.
we went to the 2nd and 3rd levels of far east to look for not so expensive clothing.
Cen wanted to go to this shop but i cant rmb what was its shop name.
it has a furry signboard.
cen was looking at the skirts and tried some on but she didnt really like them plus they werent very cheap.
she asked me to try on sth, so i took this yellow tank.
it was nicer than i expected, plus it was cheap, so i bought it.
i bought another bracelet too.
Cen went to hula and co to look at skirts. i like the blue one that she tried on
i picked it for her!! and it looks good.
but unfortunately she didnt buy it.

On Sunday, i went shopping with mummy dearest.
it was quite fun and interesting.
I think my mum was in quite a good mood that day and she was nice.
i like it when she's nice.
We went to wisma, my mum went into Chomel.
The clothes there ware not bad.
i picked quite a few for my mummy.
they looked good on her.
In the end she bought 2 tops and 2 long skirts.
dad wanted mum to spend at least $200 on her new year clothes.
quite weird isnt it.
After that we went to ZARA and i tried on the jeans i like AGAIN.
my third time trying it on.
i really quite liked it. cos it has pink sewings.
but i couldnt really decide if i wanted to buy it.
Then we went to MNG.
saw this mid length skirt from the new collection.
its quite cute but there wasnt my size.
mum ask me to decide between the 2 but i really liked both.
So in the end i bought my zara pants then went to wisma MNG. in isetan
there happened to be my size so i bought it in the end too.
im so happy. spent more than $200 on just those 2 pieces of cloth.
felt quite bad but i guess its alright.
my mum didnt seem to mind very much.
That was good. so we both managed to get our clothes!! yipee.

school

2006-01-12T21:14:00.000+08:00

school has started for about a week. sigh.
work and stress is coming my way. ew.
i wanna die on the spot straight away.
i really dont like the feeling of school. so much SIAs and other redundant stuff.
the only thing that keeps me alive in school is heatha shummy cen n juangie they all.
argh. life is really boring. but at least heather really keeps my laughing.
went out on hari raya and the next day too.
i shall elaborate on them since they're the only interesting things that happened.

on hari raya:
went shopping with cenjun n juangie.
supposed to be with shummy, heatha, cenjun n juangie, but shummy n heatha couldnt go last minute!
oh man. like wth. esp heather!! she told me like what, 5 mins before e meeting time?
oh well. we walked arnd bugis for awhile.
OH AND we went bugis FOR HEATHA. hahhaha
its like we were there n we didnt know what were we doing there.

but we went to orchard anyway.
we went zara and stuff. was quite fun shopping.
didnt buy anything.
and we went to cut bangs!! (me n cen, juangie went back already)
argh. it was so bad i wanted to dieeeeeee. ROAR.
but anyway it can grow, so i shall wait. ahhaa.
well, juangie was supposed to buy her new year clothes.
but there was nothing much to but so she only bought a pair of zara jeans.
it looked nice on her though.
after the hair cut we went back.
its kinda diff shopping with her now.
she has to go back so early. and it seems more like she WANTS to be back early.
she wants to have dinner at home or sth.
but she wasnt like that.
it's like she's becoming more of a mummy's girl than anything else.
well, ppl do change i suppose.
but tts prob y i dont really ENJOY shopping with her tt much nowadays.
but dont get me wrong.
i still enjoy her company.

the day after hari raya:
after school, we went to watch wallace and gromit.
damn i dont even know how on earth do i spell the name of the movie. hhaha
well, anyway, it was a good movie.
so cute n funny.
has quite an interesting and good storyline too.
plus, its not too predictable.
i think everyone should watch it to destress! yay!

heathas party

2006-01-04T22:58:00.000+08:00

heatha's NEW YEAR party was fun fun fun.
esp e prep n post party. haha.
i felt so spazed e whole day. kinda.
we went to lil h's hse after gym at abt 12?
yeah. her house is so nice.
me n cen was like. WOW. haha.
n the space for dancing was kinda just nice. yeah.
i love her house. there were drums too.
haha. we blew balloons, hung up tinsels. took spased pics.
it was so fun. we made this jolly shandy pyramid too!! hhha
it was kinda tiring but really fun!!
then later we bathed n dressed up!
i felt like i was having a fever though. yeah.
n we tried to play spin the bottle, but ppl were SO not daring? like wtf?
it just a game ppl. nth much okay.
n there were some party-ruiners.
they were like eating n stuff, didnt wanna play spin e bottle, keep changing to their own cd, which apperently isnt nice to dance too. n very un-high. well, shall not care abt such ppl. we still had fun.
danced quite abit and was quite high too. haha.
i wanna go clubbing!! ROAR.
but i dun wanna turn 18. so in other words, i wanna sneak into a club. hahah.
well, after e dancing n ppl went home.
we jus slacked arnd for abit. e countdown was so un-climaxy.
i dun wan 2006 to come anyway. its such a yucky number.
so anyway, me n ting were trying to play e drums. haha.
i wanna learnnnnnnn. im quite bad at it though.
cant coordinate my left n right hand. haha. im so untalented man!!
yeah, n cenjun n juangie did lion dance to this funny beat tt i made up.
i think its creative alright!!
its not tt bad although its like 3 beats and all e same throughout.
ROAR i dunno how to explain but it was so spastic.
later i cant rmb was it ting or lil h's bro who played e drums while e rest of us lion danced. hahaha. i liondanced with a lily tt was wet. yuck. let it die.
anyway, we learnt how to play the basic of drums abit. but ting played one hand while i played with e other. hahah. we are so bad!! haha. lil h is much better at it. haha.
then we sang karaoke. haha. i didnt sing much though.
but lil h n cat chang sang quite well. haha.
i think cat chang was slightly drunk. haha. n she sang really loudly.
we sang lotsa oldies. cos there were only oldies! hahha. so funny.
im bad at singing so i only sang abit. like charsaobao!! hahhaha. its a nice song. i totally couldnt read e lyrics! im so bad at reading chi words!!!!! sigh. n im so slow too.
lil h's bro is really funny. haha. he was like saying funny stuff with e mike. haha.
anyway. we had fun. then we went to play pool.
i was SO tired. n i was sneezing like CRAZY.
i nearly died. haha. but i survived. then we went back to watch mr n mrs smith but i fell asleep when we were only looking at e menu. hahaha.
e rest fell asleep 5 mins into e movie. haha
e nxt mrng, we watched mr n mrs smith n troy. haha.
i think troy's really good but i dun like it cos its too sad.
i hate sad movies!! sigh. they make me depressed. haha.
well, tts abt. it was such a fun filled day, n i was totally spaz.

out with debz

2006-01-04T22:09:00.000+08:00

went out with debz on e 30th of dec.
she like freaking FINALLY came back from aus.
i bet she bought so much man. its quite freaky actually.
well, she's lucky, tts all i can say!!
well, anyway we went out to orchard. haha.
i had to buy a top for heathers party cos i dun wanna keep wearing my bebe top.
hahaha. so i bought 2 Guess tops with diamonte.
i think i may go back to buy e tee.
i couldne decide between 3 of em. hha
and there was this woman who kinda freaked me out. haha.
but anyway, e point is tt we had fun!!
then at night, we went to taka's cold storage to get e drinks for lil h's party.
oh man, we so totally DIED.
we had to buy like what, 3 boxes of 6 jolly shandy.
then we bought this other non-alcoholic drink.
then we had to like carry it to centerpoint so we could buy party decos.
BUT... debz being so xiaojie, walked totally slowly.
she was like 'eh, dun walk so fast!!' haha. i was like 'MOVE dude!!!'
hahaha. but anyway the worst part is tt when we finally reached centerpoint with our BREAKING HANDS, the 'party for us' shop was already closed!! eeks.
i wanted so much to die right there.
but went to cold storage in centerpoint to buy this silver paper.
that SUCKED SO MUCH cos we could have just bought it in e taka cold storage!! oh man.
i felt so cheated, betrayed, whatsoever, but mostly, i felt like DYING.
well, after tt it was abt 10 already, but we wanted to slack, so we decided on mc cafe.
HOW SAD IS THAT?
but guess what? WE ARE SMART PPL.
nope, we didnt take a cab, we took MRT!!!!
cos i couldnt really figure out which way we shld take a bus from.
plus the fact tt DEBZ is so totally public transport unsavvy. hahah.
she's worse than me!!
anyway, we didnt die. tt was great.
although lil h n cen n juangie would be like ' y didnt u die' when they are reading this.
but oh well. im glad i didnt die!! heh heh. i drank my lil double choc.
SO YUMM. but there was these 3 ppl beside us-smoking!
and they sounded TOTALLY cheena-ish.
so turned off. ROAR!! it was so disgusting i wanted to strangle em!!
well, tts all.
deb's sis fetched us back though.
luckily.
TTFN :)

went out with cen

2006-01-02T13:44:00.000+08:00

went out with cen after gym, trying to look for sth to wear for heather's party!
it was so hard to find sth really.
but we jus walked around orchard trying to find sth tt was SHINY to wear to e party!!
n its SO fun to shop with an aim.
oh n i showed cen e sweet n pretty girl in cocoa trees.
n she was like OMG, she's SO sweet.
hahhaha. it was so funny. n tt was totally outta e point.
but anyways, we went to guess, sisley, blah blah blah.
tt was kinda like e first time i really stepped into sisley n look at their stuff!!
can u tell how desprate we were to buy sth.
but anyway, sisley has lotsa cool tops with really unique designs!!
so fun to try em on. but anyway i bought a top there.
then i went to guess n tried on lotsa tops but all frm e net price section.
cos i really couldnt find anything in the sale items!!
ROAR!! so pissed. but anyway, i reserved two tops!!
well read e nxt post to see if i bought e tops! :)
JUS KIDDING. oh man, tt totally sounded like some book series.
like 'pls read e nxt book to see if jane died....' sth like tt.
TTFN!

out with schwazz

2006-01-02T13:15:00.000+08:00

went out with schwazz quite long ago!! it was really fun!!
i didnt buy a single thing though.
tts quite sad.
schwazz was looking for her skirt to wear to her cousin's wedding.
or sth like tt.
but it was fun. we jus walked arnd so much n my camera had some weird probs so i didnt take any pics in e beginning.
i went to cut my hair though.
now i miss my old hair! sigh.
but it will grow!! haha. n i jus realised tt my hair is FREAKIN dry.
darn. but anyway i fixed my cam n took some pics.
yup. it was sucha spastic day.
love u schwazz!! thx for making my day.

party

2005-12-31T01:01:00.000+08:00

went to cenjun's classmate (steph's) party.
it was great.
at first it was kinda weird.
but most of e ppl there were quite friendly.
hmm. in e beginning, we were trying to dance but no one was dancing.
so then steph asked us to play spin e bottle.
it was so funny yet DAMN scary.
we were like pls dun stop at me!!!!
quite freaky. but tt was e thrill.
well, cen was super unlucky.
e first thing she had to do was to kiss this girl on her cheeks.
nxt hers was to do 3 bodywaves at this guy. omg. she was HOT.
if i was e guy i prob felt lucky. HAHA.
but i bet cen was embarassed. haha.
she also had to do e beam tao.
juangie got kissed by a girl.
i had to sit on this guy's lap for 3 turns.
n 3 turns was damn f-ing long.
before 3 turns was up juangie's MUM turned up at e door.
i think she saw me though juangie said she didnt.
i hope not.
then after me n cen sent juangie out, we continued.
hmm. i got another turn which was to kiss some guy.
yucks. i decided not to. DUH.
so i had to drink this funny super diluted with coke vodka.
quite eeky.
well, steph had to kiss this guy on his lips and she did.
she is SO bold.
well, tts abt e game.
THEN, we danced.
haha. the music was not bad n it was fun!!
except there was no disco ball n stuff. sadly.
but it was alright.
oh BEETEEDOUBLEU, i threw e drink away while no one paid attention.
WAHAHA. aint i smart?
yeah i know i am.
back to e point.
e point is tt e party/dancing/game was fun n i enjoyed myself!
thanks steph for inviting us. (if she ever reads this)
n thanks cen for asking me n juangie along.
n thanks cen n juangie for being such great friends.
loveya.

gym chalet

2005-12-28T01:33:00.000+08:00

gym chalet was on the 20th of dec to 22nd of dec.
haha. it was quite fun.
but my freaking broken nail was killing me.
hahah. it got like hooked onto my bikini n stuff. wth.
haha. it jus kept breaking further n further.
darn ok. im going outta point AGAIN.
rewind.
ok so.. day 1. we checked in. n we slack arnd, played so majong.
OH MAN. i love majong.
i wanna be some majong expert when i grow up or sth.
what else did we do?
then we played bridge too.
and we jus talked alot.
i THINK i got my toe nails painted tt night too.
oh n there was bbq.
i only ate marshmellows BEETEEDOUBLEU
then we went for a night swim. meiying SO cannot swim la.
but it was fun to teach her. haha.
i should say INTERESTING to teach her. haha.
then we went to e bowling alley n ate cheese fries!!
oh man. FRIES. haha
love it.
took pics too! pics are fun.

Day 2.
woke up SO late cos i was playing majong till like 5? ahhha.
so i woke up at 12. i think i was e latest. sigh.
anyway, went bowling with jiayee, jeanne, meiying, val, sammie n jiaqi.
haha. it was so funny!
like every miss right, we have to do 10 push ups.
but only me, meiying, jeanne n jiayee was involved in this game.
so meiying ended up with 90 pushups.
jeanne ended up with 100 push ups!!! hahah.
jiayee ended up with 80 i think.
i ended up with 80 too! hahha. oh man.
its like we were so lan la. but it was super fun. haha.
then we went swimming.
we swam quite alot. haha.
not ME n JIAYEE swam alot. i did like 20 laps of breaststroke.
jiayee did dunno how much of what stroke.
but it was deff more than me. haha.
DUH.
but it was good exercise. haha.
meiying didnt swim.
so we jus pushed her in! hahahah.
SO funny la. she was like 'why ull didnt push me in earlier??'
so funny. joker of the century! hah.
then we jus slacked arnd n played MORE majong! hhaa
i won super alot of money. only if it was real. haha.
we played with chips only.
sad. haah. but playing with real money is ABIT too scary. hha.
so we took moree pics tt day. n THE END. oh we had pizza too. haha.

Day 3.
packed up
ate breakfast
went out.
met juangie at orchard n we watched NARNIA!! woohoo.
NARNIA was so good.
went to topshop!!
there was sales.
like alot of sales.
tts y peirong bought clothes frm there. haha.
i love sales.
but i wasnt really in a shopping mood. so i didnt buy anything. hahah.
THE END.

out with juangie

2005-12-27T01:40:00.000+08:00

once again, this post is like super outdated?
sigh. but i shall update now!!
went out with juangie the day b4 gym chalet!! haha
we bought SO many things.
i bought this other skirt tt was e same design as e algae skirt, jus tt its white.
i think far east seriously has alot of erm cheap stuff.
cheap but nice.
i think its prob cos we go to branded stores too often or sth.
but yeah. we bought sunnies for like 10??
n me n juangie bought another knee length velvet skirt for like 24!!
i bought a pink one n she bought a brownish one.
its nice!
omg. everything is so worth buying.
then me n juangie bought bikinis too.
i bought one n she bought 2!!
i felt SO fufilled.
fun-ness. i love shopping.

vic's house

2005-12-27T01:39:00.000+08:00

oh man.
this post is FREAKING outdated!!! man.
but its alright.
i shall go on...
after a long long long time of not seeing vic, we finally got to meet up with her last last sat.
her house is as nice to slack in as EVER.
damn it.
haha. watched lotsa movies!
ooh ooh. before we went to her house we met at orchard btw.
hahha. tt was so out of e point but its alright.
so anyway, watched skeleton key.
ooh, freeeeeaaaaky show.
then watched in good company.
then watched meet the fockers
then watched meet e parents.
hahahaa. was so nice n funny.
esp meet e parents n meet e fockers.
during dinner we were desprately searching for food.
but there was none.
we went to e clubhouse n they ate some food.
i only tried to bite on e piece of satay which failed so i didnt eat anything.
had macs later instead.
then we went to bed at like what 5 am? hahaha. super funny.
took lotsa pics as usual.
yup tts abt all!!

merry xmas

2005-12-25T19:22:00.000+08:00

well,
MERRY CHRISTMAS
EVERYONE!!!

i just cant believe NOTHING happened for xmas!
NOTHING AT ALL.
i feel like i dont have a life.
ARGH!!
how can this be???
everyone's like 'oh i have a xmas party on xmas day'
when im like ' oh on xmas? im rotting at home'
FREAK!
im not pissed or anything, but i wish my xmas was more fun or sth?
its like, xmas is such an important festival and everone is SHOPPING for it.
shops are having SALES cos of it.
and im not even celebrating it.
gosh. oh, i got ONE xmas prez frm i-dont-know-who.
its 2 pens frm popular. like wtf?
but i appreciate it still.
my mum haven gotten me my xmas prez, while i still havta help her make some jap jelly.

what i did for xmas (i shall make a PATHETIC LIST):
2 days b4 xmas-went shopping with my family for prez,
ended up with nothin for me.
xmas eve- had a family bbq
xmas day- had lunch at tony romas at THREE PM with family.
rotted at home for e rest of e day, thats y im bloggin now u see.

oh well,
i shall accept my FATE.
still have loadsa hw to do.
i feel guilty for not giving my frens xmas prez.
cos i really want to.
its jus tt im too lazy n i dont have tt much cash.
n its all too late now.
great.
well, theres not much i can do.
this is sucha sad xmas post.

note: sorry cen, juangie, ting n pr for not being able to make it to sentosa.
and THANKSA BUNCH HEATHA, for e xmas card.
(ur e only one who sent me one. im touched!)

out with cen heatha ting.

2005-12-23T01:56:00.000+08:00

oh man. this is SO freaking outdated but i dont really care.
so here goes.
went out with heatha cen ting.
ok fine so i was late for an hour.
but it was me n ting.
hahhaa. anyways tts not e point.
so, we tried on LOADSA clothes.
in bebe, dorothy perkins (tt place sucks) n m)rphosis.
sigh. theres nothing much other than in bebe.
cos i like bebe.
well, after heatha left to watch nutcracker, we went citylink.
went to surfer girl.
i TOTALLY wanna buy that paulfrank top. DARN. ok.
i shall put it on my wishlist. :)
xmas is coming. hope i will get tt plus sth else frm my 'rents.
so tts abt all. shall keep it short. can go look at e pics.
if anyone wants to critisize or anything, jus dont click on e link.
esp ppl who says tt i hav no modesty for sitting inappropriately.
and saying tt my undies are showing when i am freaking hell bloody shit wearing SHORTS from gym tt f-ing cost 32 bucks okay. plus they are furry n nice.
so what else do u wanna say ASS?
u probably dont even wear shorts under ur skirt. ooh tts if u EVEN wear skirts.
im so sorry for writing this cos im jus not in e best mood now n i feel like scolding someone n typing really quick so tts all i wanna say. yups.
so here are e PICS!!

slpover @ juangies

2005-12-16T10:32:00.000+08:00

after last sunday where i went to juangie's hse jus to play n talk
i got so addicted to juagies hse n juangie.
hahhahhah. juangie is so fun.
i like to hang out with her.
so anyway, on tues, we went to orchard! haha
we didnt do much.
OOH, but there were like so many modelling agencies tt asked for juangies no.
HAHA. so cool.
we jus walked arnd at far east.
we were searching for a bikini.
saw one nice one. but we didnt buy it in e end.
may go back n get it though.
then i bought a skirt. wheeeeee.
we wasted alot of time at e place where i bought my skirt.
may go back n get more colours!!
its really nice.
then we went back to juangie's house.
n jus slacked so much.
watched this cartoon tt was SO cute n funny.
hahahahha. then we took lotsa pics.
it was SO fun.
e nxt day went to IKEA to find cen.
cos she was with her mum.
it was so fun too!
we took lotsa pics as usual!!!
funnesssssssssssssss.
i wanna buy a mirror frm ikea.
everything there is SO cheap.
hahaaha.
oh the food there is SO good too!! haha.
i love e poached salmon n meatballs!!! wheee.
i wanna eat there soon!!
*thanks alot juangie for making my life so much funner! oh n cen too!

dental

2005-12-15T17:44:00.000+08:00

went for dental on monday!!
put on the braces for the bottom row of teeth.
tightened the top one too!!
now the top is PINK.
and the bottom is suckily GREY.
i hate grey.
anyway, it hurts like crap now.
haha. anyway, after dental, went out with my mum!!
we went to marina square for dinner.
we ate carl's junior!!!!
its SO good.
but i couldnt eat due to my spastic UGLY teeth
so i jus watched my mum eat e mushroom burger!!
ARGH. its so tempting.
but my mum cut some parts of the burger so i could eat some.
how nice.
oh i ate my beef chilli cheese fries AGAIN.
DAMN good.
i have a whole LIST of things tt i wanna eat after my teeth stop hurting.
went to SKIN FOOD after tt.
tt shop is cute.
the basket is real cute.
my mum bought some nail polish for me.
how nice of her.
i didnt even bug her at all.
cool. n nail polish remover. haha.
well, we went to bebe n i tried on e black long sleeved tt i liked!! ARGH!
i like it!!
but my mum didnt really wanna buy it for me.
then i was bugging her n wanted to go back to see it.
but it already closed!! ROAR.
what kinda shit is tt.
sigh. ohwell, i guess i can go back ANOTHER time.
we went to e third level.
then went to this shop. but i cant rmb what its called.
hahha. some funny thing.
they sell lots of african inspired stuff.
hahah.
like those necklaces n bracelets.
bought 2 necklaces!!
quite nice.
i needed something DIFFERENT.
so i bought em.
i mean my mum bought em.
quite cheap.
one is 16 n e other is 20. haha.
wheeeeeeeee. gonna force my mum to go shopping wimme again!!

gathering.

2005-12-15T17:25:00.000+08:00

well, on sat, we had a GATHERING!! was quite fun.
we put on make up n dressed up jus for thee fun of it!!!
took pics too. can go see soon. lnik frm my pics.
hmm, we played bridge too!
fun!! n we watched shows too.
basically tt. but i jus wanna laugh at meiying's face.
its SO funny.
aww. u know i love u meiying.
u are so funny!!

click on link for e pics!
http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=2116111462

day out with heatha

2005-12-14T18:58:00.000+08:00

ok went out with heatha on.. hmm, i think last fri probably.
whenever tt was la, we went marina square!! after ice skating!!
ok lets start with iceskating!
went iceskating with gav, heatha, n gav's sista.
ok. after skating for like dunno how long, i was super bored!
but gav was prob not bored cos shes so good at skating.
so is heatha.
but im slow, n my calves were hurting. tt sucked.
so after we went off to city link, it was abt 5.
we went to surfer girl or sth like tt.
n heatha bought this beanie tt looked real good on her.
its cute.
after tt we just tried on some clothes n went over to marina!
we went to warehouse first.
we tried on so many things!!
i chose clothes for heatha while she chose some for me!!
it was so fun.
then she wld come over to my fitting room n we'd take pics!!
it was super fun!!
then we went bebe together n tried on SOOO much clothes.
like prob more than 10 pieces??
then took pics again!
funness!!
then i bought this white off shoulder short sleeved top frm bebe!!
love it.
heatha bought e black long sleeved top tt i wanted to buy!!
ARGH.
oh. there was 15% off btw. so it was worth it.
i swear im gonna buy the black long sleeved!!
well, it was quite late then. so we went to suntec.
went to La Senza.
heatha bought 2 arbs!
then we went to eat!!
we were both damn broke.
anyways, we ate carl's jr!!
it SOO good.
im gonna eat it more often!
anyway, tts abt it!!
oh the pics wld be up.
click here to see!!
http://www.imagestation.com/member/index.html?name=kweepeixi&c=201

my bdae!!

2005-12-11T00:47:00.000+08:00

my gosh!! this is the most impt day of the year!!
my BIRTHDAY!!
haha. actually, i wasnt like totally looking forward to my bdae.
but well, i didnt dread it too.
and this year my bdae was much better!!
i love all my friends man.
will upload my pics SOON.
VERY soon.

haaha, so i shall start!!!

IN E MORNING!!
juangie, cenny, ting, peirong came to my hse to suprise me!!
haah. well, i was semi awoken my the shuffling of pants, but i was too tired to open my eyes to look!!
well, so suddenly i heard 'happy birthday peixi!'
then i was like. OMG in my heart, but i jus couldnt bring myself to wake up!!
cos i slept really late as usual.
so i jus sat up, rubbed my eyes and slowly opened my eyes.
then i saw my beloved little friends!!
i love u all SO MUCH.
then they made me go to my room and showed me the breakfast they prepared for me!!
it was really good.
better than i expected!! haha. the soup was nice and the garlic bread was good too!!
so we all ate part of my breakfast, but of cos i ate the most!!
ok so, after breakfast, i bathed and changed.
i wore my bebe shirt and a supre skirt. they went well.
then after i bathed, my lil friends gave me my prez!!
it was this crown thingo tt was real cute n this scarf thing, thats feathery.
i dont know what u call tt but u can go find out frm e pics SOON.
ahhahah. yeah, but e purple feathery thingo didnt really match my top and made my shoulders n neck slightly itchy!!
then we had lunch.
my grandma cooked noodles for me!! yum.

AFTERNOON!!
went to suntec!
and we took lotsa spazzy pics.
was so fun.
then i had to parade in the crown n feathery thing!!
SO embarassing.
there was like so many eyes on me n i was freaked out.
the probably thought i was WEIRD or sth.
then there was a few ppl tt called me princess okay.
tt was even weirder.
but in tt way i guess the oogies succeeded.
cos the theme of my bdae was 'princess'
ahha. i think it was e most embarassing moment of my life. goodness.
thank goodness i was able to take the furry thing off after parading.
then we went shopping!!
went to la senza!!
then went to yogenfruz.
i prefer WHYoghurt like sooo much more?
but we just sat there talking!! super fun.
talked abt so much.
n had alot of time to catch up with ting, esp when we were in the toilet!
hahaahhaa. winks.
then soon after, peirong had to go
so it was just me, cenjun, juangie n ting left!!

AT NIGHT!!
we went to outback steak house for dinner!!!
was supposed to be a suprise btw.
we went there n had LOADS of fun!!
like we took so many pics and we had good, fresh, rather healthy food!!
i ate this chicken thingo, n the chicken was SO freaking fresh.
n cen they all had this fresh catch of the day thing!
it tasted so good!!
we had aussie cheese fries for starters.
then for dessert, we ate this chocolate thing, cant rmb what its called.
then i had diarrhoea for so long!
tts not e point but i was dying.
haah. then we met cenny they all at the fountain of wealth!!
n we jus took pics n sat there!
then suddenly they announced my name, saying happy birthday to me!!!
it was SOOOO cool.
n they put my name as lil spazz so i was like wth?? when the person announced.
haha. i dont know how juangie they all got the host person to say tt but it was soooo suprising.
almost e best part of e bdae!
then they gave me this cake tt has banana, chocolate n mocha in it!!
it tasted SO freakin amazing.
its so special man!!

LATE NIGHT!!
we walked to marina square n went across the road frm there, to near the esplanade.
cos we wanted to sneak into a club!
haha. we managed to.
it was called DXO
but it was damn hell boring.
cos it was too early n no one was dancing, so we only drank sth n left.
luckily we didnt havta pay an entrance fee.
or i'll jus die.
but e atmosphere was real nice.
the only prob is there was no one dancing n e music was not fantastic.
but not bad, we got to experience it at least!
tt marked the end of my bdae celebration!!
n i really want to thank:
1. juangie for probably planning most of it. (i know u were racking ur brains)
2. cenny for jus being there n being funny as usual.
3. schwating for ACTUALLY showing up!!
4. peirong for being able to convince her mum to let her come. haha.
5. debz for calling all e way frm gold coast to wish me happy birthday!
6. all the oogies for food!!
7. everyone who wished me happy bdae. i really appreciated it.

Note to oogies: thanks soooooo much for everything, i really loved it! thanks for making my life so much better n funner and lastly thanks for making me feel loved. i REALLY love u guys so much. u're so sweet! n i feel so lucky!
-hugs and kisses

yipuo

2005-12-11T00:21:00.000+08:00

gosh, i've sooooooooooooooo many things to blog abt man!!!
and what the hell, ive got so lil time. argh!!
ok, my i shall start when i went out with my grandaunt.

okay. grandaunt sounds super old, but she isnt THAT old.
prob abt 50 plus?
k, i was out with my parents, my grandaunt, my grandma and my auntie.
we went for lunch. at crystal jade(taka).
ok we always go to crystal jade when my grand aunt comes to singapore.
prob cos there isnt ANY in indonesia.
and my grandaunt ABSOLUTELY LOVES crystal jade. we shall call it CJ for short (cenjun!!)
hahah. kidding. anyways, the dimsum was good.
my dad ordered almost all the dimsum, except for a few.
n one of the waitresses actually recognises my grandaunt cos she ALWAYS comes to CJ when she's in sing.
its quite scary actually.
my grandaunt looks like she has alot of connections.
i wish i was her. (but not tt old) haha.

well, after lunch, my grandaunt wanted to look for this shop called MICO.
its clothes for older people.
its quite ex to me.
so anyway, i accompanied my grandaunt n grandma to great world.
and we finally found MICO.
my grandaunt knows the sales assistant there too.
argh.
then the sales assistant got my grandaunt tried on SOOOO many suits n stuff.
while my grandma only tried a pair of pants.
hahaha. super different.
while i sat there n rot.
bored to death.
anyways, lemme just talk abt the ending.
my grandma bought the pants, but had to alter it.
(to think of it, she hasnt even collected it!!!)
n my aunt bought like 850 bucks worth of stuff.
im so jealous of her. and e 850 bucks is after like 20% discount??

so, i went to zara but didnt see anything nice. quite sad.
then i went to eat my WHYoghurt. haha. was as good as ever.
then i cant rmb what else we did, but we went back to mandrin hotel at abt 5.
i like tt hotel, but on the inside it really isnt that great.
so juangie n cen happened to be at orchard at tt time,
and since i was bored rotting in the hotel, i decided to meet up with em.
they were in wisma's bebe.
so i met them and they were trying on really cool clothing.
so i jus jumped into their fitting room and tried on SOME.
cenjun liked this tee n i thought its nice too.
but i bought a tank instead.
i like bebe stuff. but not really the bebe designer stuff, but more of the logo ones.
well, i think ppl who goes there unerstand.
cos im bad at expressing myself.
later i met up with my grandaunt again n we bought dinner back to e hotel.
nearly died.
i walked so so much man.
but was still fun!!

party

2005-12-06T18:04:00.000+08:00

well, ive decided to blog about the partying.
although i think i shldnt cos of some reasons.
on tues i think, we went out afta gym to get cenny's long skirt frm ZARA.
then we went home to meet juangie.
and poor juangie was sitting on the sofa in my hse, rotting while waiting for us.
cos heatha invited us to go to this party
and we were told to dress up
so we did.
we put on make up, wore new clothes and got all set to go.
when we reached delphine's hse, there didnt seem to be ANY partying at all.
oh wells, we jus went in and drank some stuff.
didnt eat anything exp for this lil sandwhich cos i felt so sick and feverish.
prob still not used to s'pore's temp.
then we went out and rachel started dancing with this other gal.
they were dancing to toxic.
it was quite a hot dance.
then soon the ppl who learnt e dance joined in.
like heatha n jiayee.
but we (me cen juangie heatha n gav) were so un-high for so long.
then we tried to make ourselves high by PRETENDING to be high.
but we still dun dare to dance.
but after awhile we started dancing abit more.
after abt an hour of laughing at ourselves and being lame
we started to get real high.
well, i got really high and started dancing.
my god it was fun.
its real partying.
i loooooooved it.
shaking out butts and shoulders and jus moving our bodies.
haha. was so fun.
heatha danced real well.
cen's body wave was GRRRREAT.
juangie was real cool.
gav was rather enthu.
we were jus havin fun.
felt so relaxed n destressed.
well, if i could, i would DEFINATELY do it over again.
funfilled day.
i think we all loved it didnt we?
winks.
love my friends.

when i came back frm nz

2005-12-06T17:42:00.000+08:00

the day i came back frm NZ, i was bloody boiling hot.
and i thought i became taller! haha
and i became fairer again.
now im ok i guess.
im so freaking bored at home now.
so i guess im gonna post as much as possible.
so i jus went out with debz, boiling.
cos the nxt day debz going off to aus already.
so we went for dinner with her mum.
i drank lime juice only cos i felt so sick due to the plane food
it sucked.
then went to walk arnd.
didnt see much though.
so jus went back to my hse.
haha. and we jus stoned and looked at what i bought.
and i gave her some food to try.
and gave her her prez.
haha. well, tts jus our day.
quite a boring outing. cos it was so late already.
didnt buy anything too. sad.
well, tts abt all.

NZ 4

2005-11-27T14:07:00.000+08:00

well, i've been enjoying myself in NZ lately. and todays the last day im gonna be here. its quite sad actually. i will really miss bridget alot!! haha. and her family!! sigh. anyway, i hope i've grown taller!! i feel taller at least. but maybe i havent grown at all. oh wells. shall type about the last weekend in NZ, here goes!!

21st of Nov (Day 15)
well, that was another monday!!
and we werent in school!! we were in TURANGI!!
that holiday house is really cool, i like it!! i mean theres like spa and everything!! love it.
well, that day, we went to taupo for shopping!!
i ate subway for lunch! yay!
then i bought some choc fudge thingo.
was quite good but too sweet.
went to farmers. it was huge.
i bought this hair dye thing that lasted for only 8 washes.
and i thought it was cool, so i bought it.
the colour was natural brown. heh heh.
they really should have it in s'pore.
but obviously there isnt any.
then we walked arnd and stuff and i bought nothing else.
we went to the thermal pools in taupo i think.
its this swimming pool like thing, just that the water is warm.
i ike it. and we soaked and swum in there for about an hour.
we went back and as usual, we went for a swim and then to the spa.
we played some table tennis too. well, we played ALOT of table tennis.
and hmm. we bought some stuff frm the supermarket.
and we had tea.
then we watched some tv
and we went to bed.

22nd of Nov (Day 16)
went back to wellington that tuesday.
sat on the car for 3 hrs.
stopped by some shops on the way back.
like in bulls and stuff.
well, it was okay, jus slacked around.
bought some chocs when we stopped at bulls.
then took a pic with this huge wooden bull.
haha. then we had SUBWAY for tea again!! love it!
but got cheated some money, but bridget helped me get it back.
the person thought i ordered some chicken thingo which was more ex.
so she returned me the money.
went to some shops and i bought some cute statement keyrings.
haha. it was really cheap.
those in s'pore is about 6 bucks.
over there, its 1 for 2 bucks so i bought 3.
then i used up all my money. haha.
then blah blah blah. and we finally reached home.
we were quite tired, so we just went to sleep after some unpacking.

23rd of Nov (Day 17)
hmm. its wed. again, due to me being spazz, i cant rmb what i did.
so lemme try to think while i type.
ok we went to school as usual and i hated PE as usual but still went
it was freaking freezing! damnit.
haha. let me think what did we do after school..
i think nothing much.
was about to go to lizzy's hse to sort out prez with eliza.
but i promised debz i would go online to chat with her.
so i went home and chat with debz and bridget tried to fake me.
but debz soon noticed tt 'i' was typing abnormally slow, and suspected it was not really me
so due to lil bridgy's slowness, she failed trying to fake as me!!
haahah. then she kept wanting to talk to debz, saying tt debz was her new best friend!!
ahahhah. she was jus so funny. i love her!
hahah. we jus chatted all night till bridget DRAGGED me off the chair.
sigh. she is forever dragging me.
but i am always too strong for her!!
ahahahah.
jus kidding. then i went to sleep quite late tt nite. abt 1030. hahahah.

24th of Nov (Day 18)
thursday!! late night AGAIN!!
whee shopping day!!
after a long day at school, me, bridget, eliza n lizzy went to shop!!
yay! love it!! we went to bed bath n beyond to look at my bathrobe!!
haha. i saw bathrobes tt were cheap but not so cheap, but i couldnt decide if i wanted to buy it.
so i decided to go back next time.
then we went to the new queensgate. the part tt was not open before.
it was cool!!
there were lots of cool shops.
was hoping supre would be open, unfortunately it was not.
went to the warehouse. supposedly looking for the furry pencil cases.
but there wasnt any!!! ROAR. super lousy la.
then i went to look at clothes!! there were so many cheap plain tops!
i bought like one blue spag, one pink spag, one brown tee. they were 10 bucks each!!
darn cheap!!
well after tt went to DIVA. i love diva. its such a cool shop and the sales assistants were all so friendly!!
ahaha. so i bought a bunch of bracelets. quite expensive though.
but it was pink and nice!!
on the other hand, eliza was buying so much accessories as usual.
it was so crazy. but she bought so few clothing!!
haah. after more shopping, we went to lizzy's house for tea.
it was rebecca's (lizzy's elder sista) bdae. so we had pizza and cake.
pizza frm domino's good. i like it.
haha. well, after tt we went to the movies!! watched harry potter 4.
it was alright. quite nice. not bad. haha.
but i have decided on my stand-that harry potter is NOT cute.
hhaah. well, debz must be dying if she sees this. but oh wells.
after the movie, we were waiting AND freezing while waiting for lizzy's mum to fetch us back.
we went tolizzy's hse to get our things and head back home and eliza n lizzy followed us back.
it was the first time eliza saw bridget's BEAUTIFUL hse.
and she agreed tt her house was really nice.
haha. i love bridget's hse. its so nice and warm and blah blah blah.
if i didnt havta go to school, i would really like to stay in NZ and live in bridget's hse!!
haha. then after awhile of admiring the to-eliza-marvelous view frm bridget's hse, they went back.
well, tt was our day. it was a really funfilled day!

25th of Nov (Day 19)
friday was my last day of school!!
i was soooo happy!!
during SS in school, they were continuing with their enterprise thingo.
so they were making bracelets and i saw one tt was make of safety pins!
and it was cool, so i wanted to make myself a pink and black one.
its so nice!! so bridget helped me to make one.
we continued with it at home after school, while eliza was in her holiday home!
then when it was completed, it was so cute! i loved it.
then we proceeded to dye my hair temporarily!
well bridget helped me dye it. and it only became darker instead of lighter!!
hhaha. it was so weird.
luckily it lasted only 8 washes!!
then after tt we went for tea!! my last few teas...
after tt i packed a little and went to watch charmed!!
then went to make bridget's scroll and after tt, went to bed.

26th of Nov (Day 20)
it was saturday and we were supposed to go watch the xmas parade.
we went to shop for like awhile first before going for the parade.
and when i said awhile, i really meant AWHILE. like 20 mins?!
so we went bed bath and beyond.
i got my bath robe and some cards for their family.
well, so we WALKED all the way to their mum's workplace.
i was sooo freezing while i walked!
then we left our shopping there and walked back to the parade with bridget's 'dog'.
well, why did i say 'dog' instead of just dog?
cos.. bridget CLAIMS tt its her dog when it was her aunt who was taking care of it and it was her aunt who bought it.
sigh. i suppose bridgy's not real smart is she?
ahah. well, while walking, i was f-ing freezing again.
it was so terrible. and mind u, the workplace is real far away.
then we watched the parade and i got some candies!! heh heh.
well, but it was so cold and after a long time, we could finally go back!
oh SORRY, i meant WALK back.
we walked back to the workplace again and sat bridget's aunt's car back home.
i nearly FROZE to death ok. even erica was freezing.
while bridget was running with her dog.
gosh. im glad im alive.

27th of Nov (Day 21)
sunday!
went shopping in queensgate again. ahah.
bought a nice lil pocket mirror!!
and some mags.
and my temp hair dye!
haha. the mags are nice!!
cant rmb what else i bought!
wanted to go downtown, but brdget said most shops are closed on sundays.
so ok lor. didnt go.
went home and prepared and wraped presents! haha.
it was fun but v rushed!!

28th of Nov (Day 22)
went to the airport in the mrng!
went back to s'pore
went out with debz when i reached. tt i will blog abt another day!
well, i miss bridget and NZ. sigh.
will go back to visit if ive a chance!!

tt wasmy entire 3 weeks in NZ! and im glad i actually signed up for the exchange prog.
its sth tt changed my life really. its an experience tt i will NEVER forget.

NZ 3

2005-11-25T06:08:00.000+08:00

well, i shall continue my story. oh and i will be posting on pics soon too. heh heh. and guess what, im beginning to like NZ more.

14th of Nov (Day 8)
that was a monday.
actually, i cant remember what i did cos tt was just too long ago.
OH YA. i remember now.
it was the FATEFUL day when i went shopping with eliza without lizzy and bridget.
we went to woolworths supermarket, bought LOADS of titbits.
like, timtam, muesli bars, nerds, cleo mag, cheese biscuit thingo, roll ups and lots more.
well, then we walked around queensgate and stuff and got really quite bored.
then i went to the food court with eliza to eat some ice cream before we went back.
then bridget called me and we looked for her mum's car and went back to lizzy's house to drop eliza off.
then what im gonna say next is the worst thing that happened during my NZ trip.
lizzy's mum said to me and eliza 'hey, i dont mean to tell u off, but next time when u guys wanna go out, please organise it the day before and tell us cos we are really busy, esp jayne (bridget's mum)'
and i was like, 'oh ok, sure'
but in my heart i was more like, 'BITTTTTTTCCCHHHH!!!!!', really.
well, i mean she WAS telling us off alright.
and i bet it was lizzy who told her mum and stuff. SUCKS.
and i think bridget's mum probably had nothin to do with it cos she's jus too nice.
i was so damn pissed, i wanted to just crush her up and throw her into the bin.
DAMN IT.
well, whatever, its over anyway, and i bought my food, so who gives a shit about a bitch?

15th of Nov (Day 9)
on tuesday, after the scolding, i didnt wanna go out
then that way, lizzy's mum wouldnt have any excuse to scold us.
well, so i just stayed at home and did nothing much
i think i bathed
then had tea
then watched some TV and charmed
then went to bed. it was pretty much a boring day.

16th of Nov (Day 10)
On weds, after school, we went to the beach cos erica needed some sand for her project.
we went there and looked at the sea and the beach.
the sand on petone beach is quite black, really.
and it was SO bloody cold. i was like freeeeeeezing when the wind blew.
i was like, i freaking wanna go back to the car
unfortunately, bridget's dad was taking photos of us and the scenery-way too many pics.
for a moment i thought i wouldnt last tt long.
but i did anyway, so we just finally went back to the car.
then we went to get some jellybeans from countdown in lower hutt.
again, its for erica's project.
then while the bought the jelly beans, i went to look at titbits again.
then just before they paid, i decided to try this TURKISH DELIGHT thing.
bridget said that its yuck, but her dad said its REALLY good.
so i decided that there was no harm trying.
i ate it on the car and i was like EW. but after awhile it started tsting nicer, but i gave more than half of it to erica anyway.
then we went home, bathed, had tea, watched TV and went to bed.

17th of Nov (Day11)
Thursday!! late night again. shopping!!! haha.
went to the no1 shoe warehouse.
went to try on some flip flops and shoes. then i bought these 2 cute flipflops that were really plain. but they were really cheap though. abt 5 bucks each.
and they were really cute to me.
saw this pair of von dutch shoes and i though they were nice but i didnt buy them though cos i wasnt sure if i REALLY wanted them.
then we went to this souvenir shop and i bought like kiwi choc for my dad, kiwi moisuriser for my mum, lots of kiwifruit sweet for myself and friends and this kiwi (animal) soft toy for my lil brotha.
then we had tea in subway. like finally.
an it was SOOOO good. my gosh.
not comparable to s'pore's at all.
well, we went to the pharmacy, where i bought MORE smackers lip gloss.
bought the glittered partypack lip gloss then i also bought gum and another flip gloss thingo. by smackers too.
then we went to queensgate just for a moment.
then we went home. i went to sort my stuff out. ORGANISING.
after, we jus slacked aroung then went to bed.

18th of Nov (Day 12)
friday was science exam. so we spent half the day doing nothing and staying in the library jus playing the computer and stuff.
then after school, i completed my packing and went over to turangi!!
*it was 3 hrs to turangi.
well, nothing happened really, had fish and chips for tea and we ate in the car. the fish and chips were good though. the fish is REALLY fresh and juicy.
but it was really oily though.
then after we reached the holiday home, we really just didnt do anything but had a shower and slept.

19th of Nov (Day 13)
went to rotorua. that place smells of sulphur and sulphur smells like rotten eggs.
well, we went passed taupo before reaching rotorua and i saw lake taupo. it was supposedly a volcano there, but it erupted and blew its top off then rain accumilated and it became a lake.
AND guess what? lake taupo probably is bigger than singapore.
well, tts cos singapore's small bt oh well, its just fascinating.
and supposedly, the volcano is still active under the water, tts why if u swim in the river, and go really deep under, it will get warmer and warmer cos of the volcano.
anyway, the main focus is rotorua here.
we went luge-ing and it was REALLY scary and fun. it was exciting and there was this little boy, he over took me and then suddenly slowed down when he was tunring downhill, so i knocked into the curb and scraped my hand.
we went to the gift shop there and bought like kiwi fruit noughat centered dark choc and it was really good but REALLY expensive. and i bought another choc bar that has kiwi bits in it. and also bought this certificate saying tt ive been on the luge ride.
i also bought 2 1-love-NZ pens. they're pink and black. cool colours.
but after that, we went to tea
then we saw this christmas parade thingo and i actually got a candy!!! whee.
well, we went to the agrodome and watched the sheep show where they introduced diff breeds of sheep to us and erica went up stage to milk a cow and i went up to feed a little baby lamb milk.
it was SO cute i wanted to keep it. haha
then we took some pics of the sheeps and took some pics WITH the dogs.
next we went to the freefall thing and it was SOO expensive.
45 bucks for 2 mins of flying.
i enjoyed it, but it was REALLY hard to breathe though. nearly died.
but i really think its too expensive!
well, after that we went back to the ir holiday home and had tea!
we had chinese food, but this time it was GOOD chinese food.
we went to the spa pool!!!
its REALLY relaxing and warm!! loved it!
and i had a good night's sleep!!

20th of Nov (Day 14)
well, went to the snow mountain today.
it was called mount ruapehu. haha.
its cool and cold. haha. no. it was FREEZING.
was about to die and we had to walk soooo high up to see snow.
so we just climbed from the parking lot. haha. and it was sooo tiring.
then we got so tired (imagine climbing a MOUNT)
so we decided to ask this indian man how far was the snow.
and the man said 'oh. it is not very near'
then i was like 'ohh. okaaayyy, so how far s it?'
and the man replied ' hmm, abt 1.5km away'. (aha, in the cool indian accent tt i always mimic)
then i said thanks and then i said to bridgy '1.5 km?!?! its crazy!! we will never make it up there'
but anyway, we just climbed and blah blah blah
and fortunately for us, we probably walked only 200m, and found a pile of snow (icy snow, not powderish ones)
took some pics and blah blah.
went for tea and took the car back to the holiday home. haha.
then we spent the whole afternoon slacking arnd, playing pool
oh!! there was this machine thingo where u have to put in like 20 cents or a dollar and a FEW sweets will drop out.
so i was hungry and i put in 20 cents for skittles and i dont know why but i just kept turning and more skittles just fell out.
before long, i had a whole bag full of skittles. emptied almost half the skittles in the machine.
haha. and i was so happy and excited tt i kept turning for for skittles but then bridget and erica kept making me stop. hahaha. and i jus kept laughing the whole time while they DRAGGED me away frm the machine. haahaha. and jus thinking abt how much skittles i got now, also makes me feel like laughing oh man.
so we just went for a swim in the freezing pool before hopping into the spa pool.
where we ate a whole lot of SKITTLES!!
then we had tea and went for a spa AGAIN. i think we are kinda mad abt spa really.
anyway, after spa, we went to sleep!!
yay. the end.

well, tts all i did for the we, will update abt the third week soon!! TATA!

NZ 2

2005-11-17T05:13:00.001+08:00

hooray!!
im going shopping today!!
haha. but im gonna blog about my first week in new zealand. cos im supposed to write this journal thing. but since im so lazy to write, i shall type it. so then, at the same time, i would be updating my blog. ain't i a genius?

7th of Nov (the day i arrived in NZ)
saw bridget at the airport and we went up to mount victoria. im not sure if it was mount vic or HILL vic. well anyway, they sound similar dont they.
went up to look at the scenery and just get a rough idea of the wellington city.
went home and had steak and cold potato for dinner.
it was good.

8th of Nov (Day 2)
went to school, spent the day daydreaming. kinda.
went home. did nothing. stoned for awhile.
then i decided to cook some bananas and added some honey to it and it tasted good.
we also made smoothie. it was a berry citrus smoothie but we edited the recipe a little.
NO, actually we edited it quite alot really.
we did not have orage juice so it became just a berry smoothie.
haha. but it was fun though.
ate dinner. cant rmb what i ate.
went to watch tv and fell asleep while watching
then woke up and watched abit for tv and went to sleep.

9th of Nov (Day 3)
after school, i went to queensgate with bridget, eliza, lizzy and erica.
was quite cool there but we didnt do much
i went to the supermarket to buy some starbursts and a KING SIZE crunchie.
OMG it was so good!
haha. went upstairs too look at some clothes shop but there is nothing much.
cos we were in SUCH a rush.
so then we went home and ate dinner.
we ate sausages and some other stuff if im not wrong.
then we watched some TV.
and once again, i fell asleep halfway.
then i watched sommore and finally went to bed.

10th of Nov (Day 4)
it was a thursday and thursdays in wellington is late night.
the shops closed later at like 8.
which is still real early to us.
normally shops closes at half past 5.
but we went to queensgate again.
wennt with bridget and erica.
i bought some smackers and some adaptors to charge my new camera!!
haha. and we ate dinner there.
the chinese food SUCKED.
then bridget ate this yoghurt ice cream thing and it tasted yum.
ahah. we went to some clothes shop too but there was nothing that i wanted.

11th of Nov (Day 5)
went home after school and as usual school was boring.
bridget's dad drove me and bridget around the city, so we would have a better look at the stuff around.
her dad was really nice, showed me some of the NZ's famous trees.
like there is the cabbage tree, pahuta caua (not sure how to spell it but tts what it sounds like.-phonics) and the norfolk tree.
then we had some ice cream and i ate a banana ice cream. was quite good. then we went home and had tea.
after tea, we went to look at bridget's rabbit.
and on my way up the slope after feeding the rabbit, i got stabbed by some f-ing thorny plant.
it was bad. and there's still a bruise around the area i got pricked.
then cos i needed to find some way to kill my boredom for the rest of my nothing-to-do days, i watched bridget's Charmed DVD. its not bad.
oh and i read gossip girl that day and also all the rest of the days before. but i completed it on friday.

12th of Nov (Day 6)
the weekend was really fun.
we went with lizzy's grandpa to the red rocks, where there were supposed to be seals.
but we only saw a dead seal and we took home some seal bones.
got some paua shells too. but im not sure if lizzy will let me have one of them.
then e went back to lizzy's grandparent's house and had pizza for lunch
then we went shopping
we went downtown wellington and i bought like 2 skirts and a hot pink spag top frm Supre
and a light pink tee frm jayjays
that was about all. but its quite alot really.
haha. then we took the train back after we were done and went to lizzy's house.
we had a BBQ and food was great.
loved it. then we had to wear the clothes we bought and took some pics.
then after playing a little, we went home. and went to bed.

13th of Nov (Day 7)
that was the last day of the week.
we went to te papa museum with bridget, lizzy, eliza, erica and bridget's parents.
went to look around and there were quite some cool stuff.
saw this cool whale bone. that was real and it was HUGE.
then we saw some exhibits regarding volcanos, earthquakes and stuff. generally natural disasters.
then we saw some maori houses and some fossils and also the kiwi and the giant eagle and this other ostritch like animal but i cant rmb what its called. they are both extinct now already btw.
then we went to macs for lunch. i ate this deli thing tt, as usual, s'pore doesnt have.
was good.
then we went to this memorial of some minister or sth. and it was huuuuuge.
haha. then we went to this wind turbine thingo. cool and big. took some pics too. will upload them soon.
then went to have a rough look at the sheeps and cows of a farm.
and went to this war place. and it had lots of spider webs.

thats all for that week. and i will blog about what happened this week soon!!

NZ1

2005-11-15T08:41:00.000+08:00

gonna talk about my life in newzealand. not as good as i expected. partially cos of the weather. its so cold i cant even wear a skirt. what do i do most of the time?

first i wake up in the morning, then i brush my teeth, wash my face blah blah blah. go to bridget's mum's office and use the computer.

then i go to school.

in school, i day dream during lessons, use the computer whenever i can.

then after school, i go back to bridget's big house, bathe, day dream a little (AGAIN) sort out my stuff then sometimes go out and other times i just do some smoothie or some otherdrinks or whatsoever. sometimes i cook! like the other time, i cooked banana and added some honey and it tasted great.

then i have dinner. dinner is good.

then i watch some tv

and i watch more tv

then i brush my teeth

pray

then go to sleep.

thats MY day of life here. sometimes i go shopping. but tts something i will post some other time. perhaps i should post all my shopping together in a post. good idea!

its quite a slack life here and i kinda like it but not VERY much. hahaha. yup tts all. BYEE.

email me if u miss me anyone!!! :D (that was dumb. probably only debz emails me ;D )

arbs

2005-11-15T05:20:00.000+08:00

ok. what im gonna say, is that, i think my whole life is all about shopping and shopping and buying things and seldom about school and gym. and since this blog is about my life, its all about shopping and shopping and buying things. im kinda crapping, but i somehow feel that saying this whole paragraph of 'crap' really matters.

SO its about shopping AGAIN.

before going to new zealand, went shopping with debz like EVERYDAY. i bought my pink guess luggage at last!! so darn glad that my dad actually bought it. haha. went to see the new shop at heeren. called ed hardy. was crappy and its Sun Ho's other shop. and tts precisely why i hate it! cos i hate that stupid bitch.
she sucks big time.

then i think a few days before this heeren trip, we went to suntec. it was quite fun. haha. tried on quite some stuff but we were very bored soon. so we went to la senza and tried on some arbs. haha. it was so fun and the colours were cool and it wasnt that expensive. haha. so i bought a pastel pink and pastel green one. im SOO into pastel colours now. i dont know why. but im happy cos i bought a 32B arb. although its cos the cutting is probably smaller and stuff but WHATEVER. im still glad.

oh ya. also went bugis with her and i bought this WONDERFUL crown necklace. so glad i bought it and bought some shades too. they werent too expensive though. oh yeah before that i went to bugis to get some prezs for bridget and her family. yup.

anyway, i had to pack my stuff for a looong time that day and i havent swam at debbie's house yet, although i've been talking about swiming at her house for SO long. sigh. after i come back from NZ, im gonna go shopping everyday, probably with heatha. i like shopping with her. its so fun. or maybe cenny or juangie. i miss singapore. kinda. miss the hot weather in singapore really. i mean, compared to the cold freezing climate over here. DARN. i feel like im freezing to death soon.

malaysia

2005-11-14T05:22:00.000+08:00

okay im now in new zealand, but thats not the point and i will blog about it another day. but i've gotta talk about my trip to malaysia now. yeah. i went there to SHOP. i only bought my levi's jeans and i loove it. but its cutting cannot fit everyone. u know tt type. it can sometimes make people look fat but it was okay for me. i bought the new princess cut!! i was soooo happy.

then i went to guess and i wanted to buy this top. but my mum refused so yada yada blah blah blah, i got angry, my mum got angry, everyone got angry. and we all went back to the apartment.... ANGRY.

tried on this top at tommy hilfiger and i wanted to buy it, except there was no size for me. but i could still fit however. so now while im writing this i kinda regretted not buying it. whatever. its over now anyway, so i shall jus find another shirt i like and buy it! haha. DUH.

bought gossip girls too. haha. read it on the plane to NZ and its sooo good. im gonna buy the whole series cos i need a new series since i only have 2 more books til i finish the daughters of the moon series of books.

okay shall update about something else. cya ppl.

wed with debz

2005-10-18T00:13:00.000+08:00

wheeee. went out with debz after exams on wed. haha. was super funny la. and fun of course. i feel that debz is like my all-time-character in my blog or sth. i dunno man. everytime she is mentioned. haha. well at least ALMOST all the time. aha. ok i shall get to the point!

daMN this is outdated!! its like i wrote this as a draft like AGES ago. its soo crappy. ok i shall keep it super short cos since its so oudated, i cant really remember much of it. but i think i bought a adidas top and skirt.

after exams!!

2005-10-16T23:10:00.000+08:00

ok. i royally screwed my exams. i died. i AM DEAD. and will never be alive. okok. this is abit scary. i sould like some weird o thingy or person than is kinda freaky!! haha. but still on the bright side, (BRIGHT GE PI LOR) exams are over for now and i can relax for abit. haha.

i went out right after exams with little heatha and we were supposed to go out with ahsumah too. but ahsumah, being her usual strange self, couldnt come cos her mum wants her to go home to wash vegetables and clean up her home. so since me and little heatha couldnt stop our cool plan of eating xiao long bao after exams, we decided to go without ahsumah. haah.

me and lil heatha went to scotts' la mian xiao long bao to eat DUH xiao long bao. haha. and some other dim sum. haha. it was SO good. haah. after that, we went shopping and went to try on clothing. i cant exactly remember where we went cos ONCE AGAIN, this entry is super outdated. sigh. but of cos its not as outdated as the previous one. yeah. but it was fun and funny cos we kept trying on clothes. haha. lil heatha is super fun to shop with!! ahah. just like debz. haha. yeaps.

then for dinner, we ate sakae sushi. haha.tasted good!! ahahah

i felt contented that day!! wheeeeeeeeee

fruitful shopping trip

2005-09-09T20:37:00.000+08:00

oh man. i havent posted in a loong time. haaha. and i HAVE to post abt this!! 'the incredible shopping trip with bchx (bai chi hai xian)' ahah. baichihaixian is a new name i got for debz!! haha. its sucha nice name!! haha. man im crappy again. i didnt even know how i got to this point. and im getting further and further away from my topic!!

ok focus!! i went out out with bchx to city link and we went to raffles place, suntec city and marina square. raffles place was boring, so was suntec. citylink was not bad cos there was a new surfbabe-like shop open. haha. it was so clean and new and nice! haha. debz tried on this roxy tee then i also tried on the same one. then we decided to buy that shirt. debz pai me to go ask e salesperson if there was 2 new pieces. in the meantime, she decided to go look at other tees and saw another tee that she thought was nice. but ANYWAY, since this whole entry is so freaking outdated, i'll jus keep it short. so ANYWAY, debz bought the shirt that she thought was nice while i bought the first shirt. cos the wasn't another piece for the first shirt. and i bought a wallet too!! heh heh. and debz bought a roxy bag too.

then we went to marina, to the new shop called SKIN that we saw on tv advert. haha. then anyways, i bought a Von Dutch toga!! wehee!! haha. and debz bought an abercrombie skirt that was cute. i think my blog is super sian, unlike deb's blog which IS funny. ahahaha. i dunno why but yeah. i jus hav to accept that fact. *melts*

ny gym!

2005-09-03T21:35:00.000+08:00

ok. on wed it was half day cos it was teachers day celebration. hhaa. cool. i love half days. anyway, we went back to nyps gym. the gym was in the old nanyang campus 1. and its like so darn big a usual. but anyway, it was so fun!!! we play volleyball with square sponges!! haha. i sucked at it. like shit la. i keep missing and stuff but it was innovative!! haha. and i also played on e trampoline and stuff. yup. it was so relaxing and we also gave feng lao shi a bunch of flowers. actually not a bunch la. jus 3. hahaa. pathetic. but its e thoughts that counts! haha. and i did the beam back flip on e mat with peirongs help. but managed to do a few myself. it was so fun!!! haha

Then after that i went for dental. haha. it was rather ok. but e dentist said he suggest i wait for a few more months before i put on my braces. but then its not like in a few months my jaw would grow right?? sigh. i dunno man. still thinking whether i shld heed his advice. haha. and i get to see debz again. haha. and she came my hse. haha. v fun.

charlie

2005-09-01T10:53:00.000+08:00

eh.. went out with cen, pr and juangie on monday!! haha. it was funnn. we went to watch charlie and the choc factory!! hav been longing to watch it. and finally got t he chance!! it was so nice and charlie was so adorable. the pinchable and huggable kinda cute. and some parts were rather funny and touching too. i liked charlie's grandpa too. he's so funny. and i cant stand those two girls. the violet and veruca or whatever her name was. she's such a brat. like ew. haha.

before that, we played dare. haha. it was SOOO funny. at first it was pair dare. then cos THE PEIRONG didnt feel like playing, haha, we had to play single dare. cos there was only 3 ppl. ok. so cenny, once again, started first. she was dared to go into the toilet cubicle and say "ahh! im shitting! can anyone pass tissue paper to me?" then we predicted that no one would give a damn abt her and so we made her come out and shout "why didnt anybody pass me tissue just now. but it was kinda soft and she was laughing. so we made her go back in and shout from the gap of the door "WHY DIDNT ANYONE PASS ME TISSUE JUS NOW???" hahahaha. she sounded cranky and mad and it was sooooo freakin funny.

next it was my turn. i jus went up to a guy and asked "am i hot, sexy or cute" (with poses for each word). darn it was stupid. and the first time i did, he asked me "what?" so i had to repeat it all over again. it was soo embarrassing. haha. like what the hell la. then he said "i think ur cute" and guess what? i was so scared tt i jus said "thx" and ran away. without telling him it was a DARE! stupid.

then juangie's one was soooo funny. she went up to the food counter ad asked for a drink with, all the different drinks mixed up. and asked for a free nachos (for me) but the person said no. i told her to go up to a guy instead but there was only a girl around. hhahaa. it was so funny.

what a funny dumb day!

friend

2005-08-29T23:28:00.000+08:00

dear friend

dear friend
i just cant stand you
you do all these shit
and you think its okay

you tell us what not to do
but you do it yourself
you want things to work YOUR way
i dont think you have ever been true

you think about benefiting yourself
you dont share good things with others
you wanna win everyone else
you wanna play everything safe

you think everything doesnt matter
but it does.
you tell lies and think we dont know
but we do

you dont show us who u are
you dont treat us like your friends
you dont appreciate the little things we do
and think everything is everyone else's fault

you blame everyone but not yourself
you never think about others
you are not honest with others
just so people will think you are the best

we try to know you better
but we think you dont even care
you put on a front
and think you are good in everyway

you are not sincere
that is why i dont trust you
you are so scary
that is why no one is close to you

so what if you have friends
so what if people think you are so "great"
what do you get in the end?
no true friends.

you pretend to be nice to others
just so to be popular
you disgust me
the way you try to be

dear friend
i know you but yet i dont
dear friend
i still love you

shopping with jiayee

2005-08-28T11:29:00.000+08:00

yesterday (sat) i went out with jiayee and joyce after gym and going to coro. i was supposed to go out with cenny and juangie. but i thought my dad wouldnt let. but then after i went to coro, i tried to get my bro a prez and blah blah, i called my mum and ask if i could go out to get a prez for my bro, then she said i could go but dont get my bro a prez. so thats how i got to go out. *sorry cenny and juangie if u are reading this. i know i should have told u i could go out. haha

we were wearing our stinky shirt and shorts and being lame. haha. we were searching for jiayee's tights. hahha. then we went to like esprit and stuff. and i bought a bangle tt was rather cool with them. im kinda into accessories these days (cos i cant find nice clothing tt is affordable!!!). i bought 2 earrings just the other day.

later when i got home, i used the computer again and went crazy. no, not really actually. haha. i talked on msn for so loong and had forgotten to call debz back. hahaha. oops. haha. *sorry debz, forgot to call u!!!
talked to claire quite a bit and she's really nice to talk to and im glad to know her.

then talked to enrui and i jus realised that she havent added me on friendster!! hahah. so i went to pester her to add me. haha. and she did. haha. anyways, i realised that i havent contacted Sonia for a long long time. haha. should find a day to go out with her soon. haha.

shopping with debz

2005-08-28T11:15:00.000+08:00

ok i havent updated for a long long time. anyway, EOYs are coming and i am so not prepared. darn it. hahah. but that day i went shopping with debz it was uhh... last saturday.

we went to tommy to look at stuffs. there was really nothing much there. we just looked stare, tried on clothing and did nothing. hahaha. it was kinda a boring day. then we went polo jeans. tried on some stuff and debz like this top and couldnt decide whether to buy or not cos it was quite big. haha. then we went armani and i could no longer find my long sleeved armani shirt!!! AHHHHH!!! damnit! haha. anyways. couldnt find anything real nice again. but debz saw this nice tee shirt. i thought it was nice too but e price was a nono. it was like 70 and wasnt even worth it. i dont know but yeah tts how i felt.

then we went to addidas and saw a nice jacket. debz liked another. i liked a red velvet one and debz facied a pink and black one. okaayy. i thought the pink portion didnt look like it was pink but instead, red. hahaa. anyways we took neoprints and then tts abt all. haha.

cross country

2005-08-23T19:15:00.000+08:00

last fri was cross country. it was kinda okay. felt like i burnt some calories during the run then after the run, i went to drink 2 cups of milo and a h20. darn. so i got ALL my calories back. sigh. the interesting part is after cross country.

after cross country, me, cenny, juangie and peirong who didnt help at all wanted to take a taxi cos the bus stop was so packed with people. and as we couldnt even see an available taxi for like 15 mins, juangie decided to hitch a ride. ok so we followed. at first she was erm shouting or i should say mouthing words, asking people to give us a lift. after that, we realised that it was of no use, so we decided to write on a piece of paper 'we are goin to J8, can you give us a lift?' (i will be posting the paper soon.) anyway, yup, ppl drove pass, laughing, smiling, staring whatsoever and then finally this kind soul told us to get in to his car. we were like is he serious??

anyway, we got our ride to J8 but we probably wont do it again. seems too dangerous. but it was rather fun. testing people's reaction. haha. yups. and i ate ya kun kaya toast in J8!! yummy!! (dont be jealous bridgy)

??

2005-08-18T22:39:00.000+08:00

oh well, tmr is CROSS COUNTRY. the day for losing some fats. yup. went for trng today. haha. was so fun. all we did was qi tiao. hhahaa. practically did nothing. haha. anyway, i am SO happy today, cos partly i finished almost all my hw and i am going to have a slack fun day tmr and after tmr, its saturday- a weekend and there will be no sch and i am going out with my dear little debz! hehehe. ok the other reason is that i actually PASSED my math test. darn. i am feeling so lucky. haha.

sigh. me and debz gonna go mass shopping on sat. but whenever i say this, i always dont end up seeing anything nice. ROAR! anyways, u know those goals that i set in my 'profile' thingyo, GUESS what?? all those that already happened like all the recent tests that i wish i'd do well, II FAIL almost everything. or i shld say i havent met my goal, except for getting 70% for my overall average. and that's because it hasn't taken place! i dun think anyone gets what i am saying. but i do. n tts good enough. ahahaha. lamo. i dun even know why i am so lame.

many things

2005-08-14T15:06:00.000+08:00

i've got so many things to talk about.

wednesday afternoon: on wed, i went out with cenny and juangie. haha. was so fun. we were supposed to wear nicely and dressup and stuff. so after we met, we went to put on make-up, then we went mass trying clothes. man, it was so tiring. but we bought like nothing la. but anyway, we decided to go macs to eat. hehehe. we ate like twister fries with smokinsizzler sauce and cheese!! yay! cheese rocks. haha. anyway, cenny bought cheese fries and we decided to share. haha. anyways, after that we continued shopping and we went to AX. and there was this really nice long-sleeved shirt. darn!! i wanna buy it! hehe. but whatever and we decided to shop somemore and then juangie went home at about 6. oh oh. we also took a neoprint together. e 3 of us. haha. and e pic was kinda like shit. but anyways, it was memorable and fun. then after juangie left, me n cenny continued shopping at heeren, looking at clothes and we tried on this pair of shorts and it was kinda weirdly tight. WEIRD. anyway. it was a fun day, and supposedly a feel-good day.

wednesday night: after shopping together with cenny, we went home and my mummy asked me to meet her at parco cos she was bringing noi'er for his lessons. i reached before my mummy and decided to go to cold storage to look around. then i saw the poifull jellybeans thingy in the original flavour. haha. and i decided to buy it. heh. and i bought like cheese cocktails. it was good. haha. anyways, after i met my mummu, we went to world of sports and i saw this really cool addidas shoes! i wanted to buy it but it was a kids shoe and only had kid sizes. so i tried the biggest one and i could fit just nicely into it, but i doubt it would be comfortable when i wore socks. haha. and my mum was so against me buying that pair of shoes and i also didnt know why. so i went to look around and saw this pair of new balance sneakers. there was like blue and red and they both looked nice. so after a loong time of consideration, i decided to get the blue pair. haha. then i was afraid that i would see something nicer, so my mum said if i saw something nicer i could still buy it!!! cheers!!! haha.

thursday night: thursday night wasnt like that cool or fun or anything. but anyway, i got nice nice food. hehe. i was craving for subway, so my mummy brought me to buy. then i wanted to eat curly fries, so my mummy brought me to the nearest mac. but unfortunately, that outlet did not sell twister fries. so my mummy drove me back home and we went to the macs near our hse. then finally got my twister fries!! it was so satisfying!! sigh. im craving for twister fries again. haha. and i feel seriously fat, cos i kept eating and i havent gone for gym for a looong loong time. i know its bad, but i cant help it.

saturday CIP: ok. yesturday was gym CIP. it was quite fun. it was for sec 3s and we were supposed to like organise a 'fun day' for the NKF children (estimated 14 of them). yups. as i was saying, we prepared like games and stuff and as we did not prepare any prizes or presents we felt quite bad. so before the kids came, me and cenny went to hunt for a shop or a mall that sells toys or stufff like that. and we walked like for about 15 mins, trying to find our way and stuff. until we finally saw a mall. it was kinda pathetic. but still alright compared to the 'shopping centre' opposite it. so we went in to guardian and bought like 33 bucks worth of stuff. then we went back and realise there was only ONE person. yup, just ONE. sigh. ok 2 if u consider her baby brother. so we wasted like so much money la. shit. anyway, after awhile , another family came. with this girl that had some illness that made her unable to move properly and talk. i think its epilapsy. im not sure. but she was really cute and her sister was pretty. anyway, back to the point. after the CIP, we went to toapayoh to eat pizza hut!! wheeee. we ordered the cheese lava meal for 4-5 persons. btw, i went with peirong, cenny and shummy. yup. so we ordered that and happily drank soup that we filled to the brim. then suddenly, when the pizza came, we wanted to DIE. like drop dead. it was HUGE. so anyway, we had to eat. i ate 1 and a quater slice of pizza and shummy ate my other half of the pizza. i am SO grateful! then shummy came my hse after that to do proj. it was a FILLING day.

anyways, i think im gonna fail my math test. but im trying my best and right now, im feeling more positive.

why??

2005-08-11T23:30:00.000+08:00

what are you?
WHO are you?
why are you so different inside
from how u seem on the outside

on the outside, you are nice
on the outside you are humble
on the outside you seem shy
but thats not who you are

cos on the inside, you are ego
on the inside, you are vulgar
on the inside, you are desprate
and that IS who u really are

u really are bitchy, and u are not ashamed about that fact,
in fact, u make it seem good. but that sucks
u really are bimbotic, and u think its okay,
but in fact is disgusts me. it disgusts US.

everything u do is all for u
u put others down to make u feel better
but u are not as good as u think u are.
u are far frm it.

u are jealous of ppl who are better
and help people who is not of a threat
you think everybody likes you
but everybody dislikes you

you are a lie.
you are FAKE.

national day celeb

2005-08-09T11:40:00.000+08:00

ok yesturday was national day celebration. anyway, our school allowed us to wear red and white. and firstly, they didnt say NO ACCESSORIES allowed. secondly, they didnt say no skirts allowed, and also not say how 'short' is a short skirt to them. so anyway, during the celebrations, they made us take off our accessories, as if it was not bad enough, they picked on our group and said that shummy's skirt was too short. i mean like what the hell??? it was anything but short! its like an inch or two above her knee. ITS NOT SHORT. and somemore its like this PREGNANT teacher she picked on juangie.saying that the shirt she was wearing enabled the teacher to see her brastrap. like what the hell? was she spying on us or sth? YUCK man. whats wrong with our school. they want us to wear tshirt and jeans and let us be fashion idiots?? SHIT!!! anyway, back the point. she said"take it off" then juangie was like (after she left) "what?? take my bra off??" oh anyway, it was jus madness. and we were all damn pissed. then there was this teacher that told me that i should put on a jacket. WHAT THE HELL? i was wearing a 'singlet' top. not a spag, not a halter, not a tube. is there anything wrong? NO. NOTHING!! so anyway, we went to the gym to play cos the celebration was so boring and some of the singers sucked.

anyway, after that horrible experience, we went to watch a movie. haha. at first we wanted to watch charlie and the chocolate factory, but cos the 1.45 and 2.45 shows were both sold out, we decided to watch bewitched. haah. and the queue at lido was really long. hahah. nearly died. but anyway, we ate subway and also the mini cornetto. heh. it was nice.and of course, bewitch is also very nice and super funny. haha. well i still wanna watch charlie and the choc factory. haah. then after the movie, we went to shop for awhile before jeanne and peirong went back. Then me juangie cen and shummy went to zara and esprit to shop. we tried on loads of clothing and was really fun but i didnt buy anything. neither did the rest of us. haha. anyway, after scanny and juangie left, me and shummy went to forever21 to try on clothing. i tried on this tube and white midlength skirt and i really liked it. haha. my mummy wanted to buy for me, but then i couldnt decide if i REALLY wanted them. so i decided to come back another day. eeks. haha.

after tt shummy came to my hse and we did abit of proj. then after shummy left, we went to watch fireworks AGAIN. haha. yeah i know. but it was fun. and then we ate mcdonalds twister fries!! YEAH MUN, I LOVE TWISTER FRIES!!! oh. bridget said that Brad Gibbons danced with her and asked her out on a date!! wheee. go lil bridgy. but anyway, who's Brad Gibbons??? ohwells. nvm. hahahaa. now i gtg and convince myself to eat fruitfulls icecream that i bought just now. hehe. yay! fruitfulls ROCK! and we bought escargot too. looks damn good. cant wait to try!!! haha. yup this is a long post, so i shall stop now!

cool day

2005-08-09T11:12:00.000+08:00

on saturday, my daddy came back to spore. then we all bought oreo to east coast park. haha. it was really fun. anyway, we went there and oreo kept running about. she was so wild. then after awhile she was so much better. but anyway, we watched fireworks on the beach. it was really long and nice. then we went to eat sakae sushi. hehehe. it was sooo yummy!!!! then we went to heeren to buy dvds. bought NATIONAL TREASURE but have yet to watch it.

On sunday, we bought oreo to the Urban Pooch Cafe. i think oreo liked the food there. and i liked the food there too. i ate fury fries. i tasted like the XXL chicken thingy except that instad of chicken, it was fries, which made it healthier and tastier cos I LOVE POTATO!! then we bought shoes for oreo too. it was turquoise coloured and was FURRY!! heh. how cute. we wanted to buy red to match her collar's colour, but red was sold out :( but anyway, i saw the actress Le Yao i think. i looked totally like her. and she isnt like pretty la. she looked so normal and she was sick. then she kept complaining about it to her friend who owns the pet shop. ahh. this is complicating. the urban pooch cafe and the urban pooch pet shop is next to each other. but owned by diff owners. then anyway, i saw le yao and she was like smoking la. does this make sense?? she was smoking when she was sick! madness. anyway, she was so ah lian la. eew. so unfriendly too. dont like her. anyway, i think her character suits the role she is acting in tong xin yuan.

hair cut

2005-08-05T20:31:00.000+08:00

ohhh. today was a fun day. firstly was because it is the last day of the week. then i finished most of my test other then my math which is still rather far away. but anyway, i went out with jeanne and pris to cut hair. pris wanted to cut frindge so i offered to go with her. jeanne wanted to cut her frindge too. but the hairstylist said her hair is quite frizzy so its not v advisable. but anyway, pris' haircut was nice la. although it was kinda too straight cos the person blew dry for like so bloody long. eeks. but anyway, she kept saying it was ugly, when its not. i hope it will turn out nice after she washes her hair. :D

about jeanne. i wanted her to cut frindge!!! then her hair not suitable. but i wil give her some conditioner to tame her hair. sigh. but oh well, maybe i will help her cut her hair. teeehee. hhaha. anyway, after the haircut, we went to eat subway. oh i love subway cos its soooo loww in calorie. yay!! haha. anyway, i've been eating this lowcalorie icecream which tastes reallly good. heh heh. anyway, i'll be going out with jeanne. haha. today was funn. and jeanne told me lots of cool stuff. and its really fun to know stuff that she told me!! hehehe. ok. anyway, im gonna eat my ice cream now, byebye!!

2005-07-30T18:13:00.000+08:00

ok i havent been bloggin for quite a long time. im like studying for 3 tests next week, i think im gonna fail all cos i suck in ALL of them man!! sheesh la. there is like chinese, chem and physics. i failed both physics test and i really REALLY dun wanna fail this one. but i still think i will. plus i jus had my bio test last week, and i dun think im gonna do well. i think the paper was QUITE alright but everytime i feel that im gonna do ok, i will do REALLY badly. sheesh la. anyway, i really dunno what to talk about but the sabbaticals were rather unfun. in fact quite booring. i wanna go to NZ!! i wish all this shit we are having now will stop. like STOP. i feel so freakin stressed and like even if i study, its like no use la. although i am jamaican and im smart, im only stupid-smart-smart. not smart-smart-smart. and i miss gym and BRIDGET.

havent gone to the gym for a loong loong time and im glad my little boody bridgy has been emailing me. im always looking forward to her emails. but she seldom come online la. its really sad. but oh well. jus havta wait for novemba to quickly come. i miss bridget's pretty face with spaastic expression. ok i think tts all. i need to ahem study for my chinese test before i fail it. TATA!!

i miss bridget

2005-07-24T23:43:00.000+08:00

bridget's gone. she went back on saturday. and i miss her so so so much. She gave me a bookmark, a kiwi soft toy, a bracelet and a pencil. e bookmark was e most meaningful it wrote:
" To: Pei Xi (My buddy)
From: Bridget
Hey, thank you so much for having me over the past 3 weeks, we've has so much fun. Thanx for showing me all the great places Singapore has to offer. we've laughed together & cried together & i will never forget anything that we've done together. You've become a great & best friend & i cannot wait to see you again in November. Thanks again for being such a best friend
Love From Bridget (with her signature smiley face and a erm sheep) "

isnt it sweet? i nearly cried when i read it and i kept reading it. i jus miss all the fun times we had together. i jus miss her!! from the first day she came, being so quiet and speaking in her new zealand accent to speaking jamaican and being more open to acting totally crazy and laughing so much. i jus miss all the times with had together. i think this exchange programme is far too short. when we jus became super good friends and almost inseperable, she had to go. the way she was crying at the airport made me feel worse. i jus wanted to hide into her luggage and go back with her to new zealand. thinking bout all the funny things we did and the funny jokes she said, her voice, her face, her crazy hair, but tmr all i will see is an empty seat beside me. no more of her laughter, no more her jumping the trampoline and no more of our spaastic photos.

i want november to come quickly. but i look forward to the day i arrive in the New Zealand airport and seeing her, but i too dread the day when i leave new zealand, cos that means i may never see her again. sigh, this is jus so sad. i never thought we would have been so close. three weeks and i feel like i've known her for life. she's jus such a good friend. a good person to laugh with, cry to, to go crazy with. there's so much i wanna say to u on the phone whenever i call u, i wanna tell u i miss what we did in sentosa, how we sang in the car, what fun we had in chinatown, in orchard. but these thoughts are so hard to express with words. i jus hope u keep these memories with you. I will never forget you my dear little boody.

bored AU

2005-07-21T14:50:00.000+08:00

im so bored now. and i dunno what to do. argh. so sian. anyway, bridget is going in two days, i feel so super sad. she's so funny n nice la. then now i feel closer to her, she has to leave. actually i must say im really glad i chose the right buddy, not to say lizzy is not nice or anything but i think me and little bridgy will probably click alot better. ok

yest, my mum made sausage roll and erm tuna puffs for us to eat. it was good. haha. i love it man. and im so totally going to die on week 6 cos theres jus alooot of tests. and today im supposed to finish my chem report and my BSD assignment. like shit la. and im still blogging. well, i also havta go get something for bridget. yups. i look forward to going to NZ now. i really do!!

again, i havent been going out with debbie for a loong loong time, i promise i'll go out with u as soon as this crap ends k xiao die er. haha. im so sorry. oh i absolutely hate our school computer cos i cant even access blogspot.com. IT SUCKS!

floor comps

2005-07-13T22:22:00.000+08:00

ok so today all e gymmers didnt go to school again. cos we went to e 4 events comps. oh man. it was BAD so BAD. ok. at first it was goin on well. like e C div was really good and wen. and i think they won or sth. but after that, we went to have lunch and when we came back, shummy told me that sarah ng may not be able to compete. cos she hurt her NECK during e vault warmups. i nearly died la. then xinyi told me sarah was okay now, but later someone told me she was not goin again. SHIT. y shit? cos Sarah Ng is e only national team gymmer competing for NY cos melissa hurt her knee. then now theres no more sarah, we practically have no one to count on, and as wang didnt train shummy, only 4 persons went instead of 5. like SHIT. then St Nicks has wenling and joy, RGS has the twins, SCGS has wei. so with all these ppl, we were like in a REALLY bad position, plus e twins were like seriously seriously good la.

for beam, everyone except sarah chan screwed up. but it was their fault, they were too overwhelmed by the fact that sarah ng was not competing and was crying before they went for beam. but sarah chan did v well, and pulled up e marks by abit. well i think sarah did really well for everything and she's going for e finals on fri for ALL events. then peirong is going for 3 events- floor, vault, bars. its rather suprising that peirong actually got 8.2 for her floor routine cos we all thought that her starting value was not v high. but her routine was better than normal. yup. anyways, jiayou for finals!!!

...

2005-07-12T00:42:00.000+08:00

ok well, im not feeling that bad now. so i really wanna thank ppl who like er comforted me. like for example, jeanne.

Dear Jeanne, (i sound like im writing a letter) thx for helping me with stuff like my zhuan tang. i mean its reaaallly nice of u.u like really supported me all the way. and i think its real sweet. and then, u keep askin me to think abt my moves and keep telling me what to do. i know u want me to go comps, but i jus couldnt make it. yup and sorry bout tt day on msn. i was not feeling so good. :D

then there's cenny and meiying: thx for helping me shout chuai all along. and supporting me all e way. and thx for watching out for my moves. im so sorry meiying but we cant disband PAMY. haha. and we really do have loyal members. and scanny thx for lending a listening ear.

and shummy: i know u understand how i feel. i think u really do. and thx for always backing me up when u feel that its not fair to me or whatsoever. and jiayou next year!

then again, theres my fellow being-kicked-out mate jiayee. i know how u feel. except i feel worse probably. and i hope you have stopped swimming. haha. and takecare k.

ya tts all. now bridget has been with me for a few days and that day, shummy came over to my house to bake an apple pie. it was so damn fun. and it was sooooooo delicious. so we decided to bake it again this sat or sth. then on sat me and bridget went to e ZOO. it was soo fun. my gosh, we were like speaking jamaican marn. yup. and ppl probably thought we were like seriously weird marn. yeah. so then we saw lots of animals and e ZOO is real nice now. and theres ben and jerry. i loove e chunky monkey there. its so so so yummy. we bought ice cream b4 we entered e ZOO and before we left. then we had KFC too. and we took lots of pics.

on sunday we were supposed to go orchard then go to night safari. but then it rained. so we decided to go to chinatown. haha. bridgy bought so many things like fans and bracelets, t-shirts etc etc. i bought a cheap magnetic bracelet. and i bargained for bridget. haah. was so much fun. we had lots of good food in both orchard and in chinatown and a rickshaw nearly killed us. haha. i wanted to try e fried icecream badly but it was closed. so sad. but chinatown was fun marn.

NOW i have a darn lot of work. its killing me. ok. bye, im goin to my coffin.

SHIT

2005-07-06T20:18:00.000+08:00

SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT! i feel like screaming, im so freakin pissed! i dunno what to say. i jus hate myself! i hate the feeling! i HATE IT!!!!!!!! my life is so ruined. everytime there seems to be hope, everytime its taken away! this is not anybody's fault its my fault i cant perform well. i jus cant. i didnt even hav enough time! and since he knows i cant do well, why did tt stupid idiot give me hope!? the more he does that the more it hurts. it never hurt tt bad before. and stop telling me tt there's next year. cos there isnt at all. there is no chance at all. i dunno what to think or what to feel. i dont know whether to feel happy or sad. i should be feeling happy for others and that i would not go comps and drag ppl down cos of my suckiness, yet i feel tt i did improve, tt i jus didnt do well today. and its been THREE years. THREE bloody years. what is wrong with me. EVERYTIME, i miss by a bit. and that bit in just a moment made me miss my chance for THREE YEARS. ive never seen anyone being more failure than me. i dun feel like watching comps tmr, i dun feel like going gym dinner. all these years being in gym i have never been happy, esp during comps, during gym dinner. when everyone feels so happy with what they've acheived, i dont feel anything. nothing at all.

but still, jiayou for comps

bridget

2005-07-05T20:58:00.000+08:00

okayy. on sat i went to pick up Bridget (my overseas attatchment buddy) from the airport. at first we still did not decide which girl to choose. i wanted to take the shorter girl, unfortunately, they are both tall. bridget is like 169?? i feel like dying when i talk to her. luckily i have yingjuang, always giving me a chance to get used to talking to ppl taller than me. haha. tmr is shi chang di, and we still dont know who is goin comps. i jus hope that i can do my best tmr. i hope i wun screw up. haha.

okay back to bridget. on our way back we were like really quiet. i didnt quite understand what she was talking about, cos she sounded so different. And of course she didnt understand our 'singlish' i was like speaking ENGLISH to her, but we still sound different. plus she calls dinner 'tea'. then e next day we tried talking. and then shummy was there so we talked even more. shummy kinda made it less awkward. Then we went to my grandma's hse. oh and she tried durian and as expected, she thinks it stinks. haha.

Then on monday, we went to orchard. haha. it was like so fun. before that she watched us train at SJI, then me, cen, pr and bridget went coro to eat. and bridget ate like FISH AND CHIPS?? it looked rather bad, then she let us try it and it was really good. haha. shall eat it soon!! Then i went orchard with her, she was like super nice, she actually bought some necklaces that cost 40 bucks for her sis?! but well, e necklace was nice though. then she bought a pair of earrings for herself. Then cen and pr came to meet us. then she bought somemore stuff for her friends and family. and we were like trying on dumb stuff like platform shoes to help make me look taller. haha. i think it was fun. and guess what?? i learnt that slippers are for home wear and those 'slippers' that we wear out are called 'flip flops'.

Then today, we were like doing zuo wen in class and she drew a drawing, which to me, the cows looked like a tortoise, the house with its pathway looks like a human wearing a hat. it was super funny. and i got to know her better. i bet she thinks im LAME. haha

And can u imagine? such a sweet, nice, pretty girl like her is actually diabetic? i mean i dun like pity her or anything but i think its quite tough for her. but then again, she told me 'there were worser things that i could get, like cancer for example' she's really optimistic. like before every meal, she has to take her blood sugar level and take medicine but injections. But other than that i think she lives rather normally. and her house looks nice from picture. oh. and her sch blazer is red. yeah tts all abt bridget.

NOW, abt comps. US: cenny NOT TO PANICK. ur good! meiying's tao is already nice, dun keep thinking it sucks. peirong, ur tao is nice! esp ur qian kong. rmb to jiao qi more for zhuan tang. jiayee, dont worry, jian chi! lingying, jump higher and keep on being wen. JUNIORS: jeanne, ur tao is like super good! jus dont freakout and qiankong wang shang. yining, dun always look so disappointed. ur tao IS good. jiayi, u are v wen. and mus be e same during comps or shi chang di. olivia, ur qiankong v high but pls concentrate and focus!! :) yuhan, i believe u can do better than what u are doing now, so jiayou and be confident!

cous

2005-07-02T01:22:00.000+08:00

ok. so i am finally posting. so many things have happened since i last posted. i went out with my couz a few more times and then they went back!! AHH. but i still love em. and erm tt day i went out with them, my aunt and uncle went to paragon then we went to walk around orchard by ourselves. we ate ice cream tt was dripping mad. then we went to heeren to take 2 neos. then we went paragon for dinner and then we started walking by ourselves again. we went taka and i bought a RL polo jeans co shirt. aww. i so love it. so its still in its paper bag. hahaha. my couz were so nice they offered to buy it for me. but i still decided to pay it myself. i mean they're onli 9 and 11! haha. gosh i really do miss them.

NEXT. there were lots of gym trainings . and when school restarted on tues, i felt slightly better. as in i felt more stable for tramp and i still DONT KNOW if im goin comps. argh. i feel so weird. a part of me wants to go yet some part of me dont. great. i hate e feeling. then now i have to rush for loooads of projs. im rather dead. sigh. and next week im only going to school for a day!! which is tuesday. fri im goin sch too but its youth day celebration. HAPPY YOUTH DAY!! ahh. i love youth day. what shld i wear?? haha. ok. jus kidding. but our sch is SO u-know-what. everyone is so anti-spag, anti-halter etc etc. ok not everyone but lets jus say most people. except for juangie and scanny i guess. tts y i love em. okok i love peirong too!

anyway, i jus wanna say thx to peirong for eating prawn noodles with me and buying bread for me while i was packing my file! that was so sweet of u!!

and im gonna go out wif debz soon. yay. haven gone out with her or anyone for a long time. poor me. too many projects. sigh. we're goin out tmr. then at night im gonna go fetch the NZ girl from the airport. with eliza. hope its gonna be fun. and i havent done my PHYSICS SIA?!?! ahhhhh. im quite dead i guess. ok. so im talking to debz on e phone and she wanna sleep!! NOOO. haha. ok. i shall be nice and let her close her eyes and dream abt my niceness. hahah. JUS KIDDIN. oh yeah, n MSN 7.0 is cool.

pre comps message! :)
wait wait, i have a special msg for trampers: hey!!! scanny, lingying, meiying, jiayee, jeanne, yining, jiayi, olivia, yuhan, u guys ROCK. R-O-C-K ROCK. (yes i know u can spell. stop telling me that) and although i always love irritating u guys jus to see ur reaction, i love u peeps!! i hope u ALL will rock tramp comps and thx meiying, scanny and lingying(help) for always HELPing me look out and erm shout. hahah. thx.

***we're getting out tracksuits tmr!! I HOPE. BYEEE

2005-06-22T15:21:00.000+08:00

shhit. hols are gonna end. and IM gonna DIE. everyone- well most people havent done their work. and im one of those. i can totally imagine how dead im gonna be. but then WHY am i here in front of e com!!!??? damn. i hate myself. well. i dont really think im goin comps and like whatever man. i dunno what to say or what to think. hmm. i should really start on my work. but just a little bloggin wont hurt i guess.

my couz came to s'pore from indonesia. I SO TOTALLY LOVE THEM!! they like make my stupid freakin holiday much better. im suppposed to go out wif them today but cos of my freakin work i cant. im also supposed to go out wif deb so many times. but i REALLY cant. cos first i hav to go out wif my couz, then i have lots of work. then i also have LOTS of proj. eeks. talking abt work is really killing me.

didnt go gym today. AGAIN. cos i really cant be bothered to. but i do hav really good reasons. firstly, i've got lots of proj n work. then i was so tired tt i couldnt wake up. and since im like 99.9% not goin comps, heh, so i didnt feel like goin!! hope meiyin and lingying will forgive me for not being able to go before them, causing lingying to go first (if she was there). aw, i bet meiyin's gonna kill me tmr. n i'll jus start scratching her. this is like sooo predictable.

i really wanna change my blogskin. should i??? im like so forever changing it. i'll think abt it!!now im gonna start on my work. or i'll so totally die. DIE. DIE

m'sia

2005-06-14T02:11:00.000+08:00

so i went to malaysia on wed night and skipped 4 days of trng. i dunno how to catch up but yeah i'll try to. erm. i didnt buy much except for a pair of shoes. saw nice stuff at roxy but i didnt know if i really wanted them so i didnt buy em. ok. and erm i read e BONESETTER'S DAUGHTER!! im so proud of myself. at long last i finished it. nearly died. but its really quite nice and interesting. and its rather simple. and i still have so much work to do!!! im dying. this entry is so unorganised but who cares. hhaa. since jeanne wanted me to blog. haha. and when i came back i realised there was a new MSN and i d/loaded it and i am still currently fascinated by it.

ok from this hols, i realised tt i miss many ppl:
1. deb
2. cen, pr, yj, etc etc
3. gymmers
4. oreo

and i realised i have been worrying alot about:
1. gym
2. my hw!! (im STILL worried)
3. frens
4. oreo (i love oreo)
5. my fats

i hope i didnt grow fat but i think i did. need to plan a diet NOW. haha. probably wont work anyway. haahha.

to deb:hey!! go out together soon k! BYEEE

hols

2005-05-26T23:03:00.000+08:00

okayy. tmr is e last day of school!!! wheeeeeeez. its a long awaited day. but on the other hand, i feel sad that my hols would be filled with gym trngs and SIAs. hardly any time to play. sad. but at least its better than nth. n probably we could quickly end all these SIAs and concentrate on EOY. then let this damn year end. yeah. so sick of this. im like doing so badly. and i keep saying this. haha. so sian. i wanna go on a tour and also i hope this horendous year would quickly end.

pissed

2005-05-22T23:15:00.000+08:00

THOUGHT OF THE MOMENT: i am PISSED with my bro
these are the reasons why

1. he is so stupid- didnt even get any 90s for his exams and he is still slacking. He is P6 this year, AND does HE think HE is going to do well? HELL NO.

2. he is so slow- everything he does takes so much time. whenever anyone asks him ANYTHING, he takes so long to reply. sometimes i seriously wonder if he is slightly retarded.

3. he is so hot-tempered- whenever i JOKE, or even laugh, he gets pissed off. for whatever fucking shit reason. so what if he is not humourous? does that mean i cant make a joke?

4. whatever he does affects me (in a bad way)- if he doesnt do his work, my mum scolds him and she will somehow get my involved. he always dont help my mum take stuff and my aunt will make me take more stuff, and if i dont take 'enough' i will get scolded. WHAT'S HIS PROB?

5. he disgusts me- he wears his socks so high, he wears his pants so high, he sucks at sports, he looks like a nerd, he is so much much much fatter than he used to be, he handwriting sucks, he looks ugly, he talks to his teachers like his friends (sick), he makes me M.A.D!!!!!!!!!!!

I SOOOOOO DISLIKE HIM!! Y DO I HAVE SUCH A BROTHER!?!!!!!?!??!?!!?!?!??!!?!? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2005-05-22T17:18:00.000+08:00

great. im bored again.not THAT bored. but still bored. the phone's stuck to my ear and debs ranting some stuff in it that i cant quite understand cos im trying to type here. anyway, i learnt crochet from my mummy today. wonder what i can do outta it. its quite fun though. hahha. yeah but quite difficult. still wanna learn knitting though. wait till my mum regains memory on how to do it. ha. tmr supposed to go sentosa with scanny n co. but not sure if im goin. haiz. its like i feel so sian la. then again, if i go, what should i wear. damn. my clothes my clothes, they are soooooo outdated. i seem to be always wearing the same old one. i wanna wear a nice bikini but i dun seem to have boobs to flaunt. ah great. my life's SO GREAT. oh and another thing. i recently got really dark and i dun intend to godarker. suddenly i feel like doing sumthin- putting on mask. haha. ok so i shall go do it now. BTW! in case you're wondering, e DURIAN cheesecake is a bit better really, come try it if u like! haahahah (though its not advisable) toodles.

bored

2005-05-21T21:59:00.000+08:00

im bored. damnit. im bored. so bored. so bored i can die. ok. i wanna SHOP!! SHOP. go shopping now!!! i also wanna dance. i have no idea why. ok. if anyone doesnt wanna read rubbish, STOP RIGHT HERE! ok. i seriously feel lifeless. its like dead. i went to cen's blog then went to e 'thegurlz' blog. its real cool, i didnt even know it existed. if anyone of em happens to read this, i would like to say: its cool but pls state who posted whichever post cos im CONFUSED!! hha. ok. YAY i wanna start knitting! cant wait. but i dun even know what is it tt i cant wait for. sigh. life, my life, is sooo boring. i wanna bring myself to do some school work (cos its piling up) but i cant!! just cant! its like im so not self motivated. i dunno why i am living here.

1. im not good in studies
2. im bad in e sport i like and am doing.
3. i slack everyday
4. i cant find a purpose in my life
5. i dont have my best friends with me.
6. im not pretty
7. im not tall (im SO short)
8. i dun have a nice figure
9. i spend more than i shld
10. i am moneyfaced
11. im a mean person (seriously)
12. i cant seem to understand my work
13. im bad at the things im SUPPOSED to be gd at
14. i cant seem to get what i WANT
15. lastly, this list can get so long AND thats the reason why i dont understand why am i living

baking

2005-05-20T23:16:00.000+08:00

today, shums came my hse and we baked another cake. cheese cake in particular. it was an DURIAN cheese cake. sounds great doesnt it? yeah. i thought so. but jus a personal opinion frm me: it SUCKS. well at least it sucks now. and im trying to make the best outta this rubbish by standing it in e fridge for a few days. hopefully i wont forget about it.

and another thing, since during the hols, i reckon i would be bored to bits, i DECIDED to take up KNITING from my mummy. not a reliable decision really but i have no choice u see. sigh. anyway, i kinda totally failed EVERYTHING. im so gonna die. SOSOSO gonna die. shoot me. argh!! this is crazy, my life is crazy, my results are crazy (crazily lousy) i have no idea how i am gonna survive for the rest of my life. everything's going downhill thanks to my damnit laziness. but i cant help it, it runs in my blood. i dont seem to know why i can spend the entire day watchin tv, reading mags, talking on e phone, eating, shopping, buying stuff, bloggin etc. im practically wasting my precious time and life away. but then again, tts how life should be isnt it? LEAD IT LIKE U SHOULD. but why are we in such a time where everywhere, everything is just so stressful and why must everyone be so competitive, why must everyone be so conscious of our results-not sharing it with everyone? WHAT THE HECK IS GOIN ON? i dont know. im thinking like this but im behaving in yet another. (i so totally drifted from my topic)

2005-05-17T20:16:00.000+08:00

this week is sabbatical week. yeah man. so fun. im in understanding racism through movies and water confidence (aka swimming). haha. anyway. morning we went to history room to watch movies. yest we watched The Titans and today we started on american history X.ok and i have news. my doggie OREO went for an operation. now she's back but still really weak. so poor thing. then i saw her bladder stones in a plastic bag. so sad man. they are like white and smooth. ewww. now i feel so bored with my blog. i have to do sth bout it!! does anyone have a suggestion??

2005-05-15T17:34:00.000+08:00

this is a new skin!! haha. n i like it. wad bout u?? ahhah. anyway, on sat, there was gym n my qian kong slightly improved. haha. n i havent been bloggin for a long long time. im goin to go mad with all my hw n i really wish e june hols come soon!! SOON!! hhaa. plus i went shopping with debz after gym and we didnt buy anything except for a mag. tts so lame la. but i love mags!! haha. gym comps commin soon. but i dun think im in. and also, i wanna go malaysia to SHOP!! yeah man!! yest i though of something. i feel like jus sitting somewhere someday and jus keep eating diff foods. it will be so great! i love food. n i hope juangie will stop dieting. she's better but when she eats more than her norm amount (but still much less than what we eat), she would think she's eating alot. i hate it. i jus read a mag and a celeb said that we just live once and we should eat as food is great. and since yingjuang claims that she loves food so much. why the hell is she doing this. i really dont know man. CAN SOMEONE TELL ME?! argh. im so sick of this. and everything else. my life sucks.

hii!!

2005-04-18T18:34:00.000+08:00

hii!! havent been posting for a long long long time. probably cos of the amount of work i hav like pdd. WHICH I HAVENT completed. well actually i have quite alot of things to talk abt so i'll be writing em in 3 diff posts. well know why i am so so free? tts cos im sick again. down with fever twice in a month isnt nice AT ALL. i hate this man. i jus recovered n im sickagain. i think its e rain. ive been slightly drenched before i waas sick-BOTH TIMES. im like dying. sigh. anyway, i have really no idea how to start on my PDD. its jus so crazy plus i hate poems. yeah n i havent been to gym for a long time. n my back hurts. e last time i went i did my jia zi WITH hou kong chuai. its scary but not THAT scary. hahaha. yep tts abt all. bbyeee

rashida sucks

2005-03-30T20:31:00.000+08:00

ok as u can see frm my title, i hate rashida! she sucks. she questioned me today. like waddehell. whats her prob. let me show u e scenario: rashida came into class.

she said"peixi stand up, tell me what are the procedure if u are late"

i went up to her then she said"peixi go back to your seat and tell everyone" im like fine. so i walked back then yiming prompted me and i said"go to the HOL to get the late coming form etc"

then she said some stuff tt i cant rmb then i said"but tt time when i was late e teacher told me to get the form from u"

then she said"yes i know im not saying last time im saying NOW"

"i want to make sure u understand" in a horrible tone. tt got me really pissed.

so i said"yes i understand" in a bad tone too.

then we stared at each other then she said"peixi dun u throw a tantrum at me. im not your family member!" what a damn hell shit crap bloody unreasonable slut she is.

so i said"IM NOT"

then she said"then y are u talking to me in that TONE?" i was like *swear swear* in my heart.what a nice story tt is eh.

I HATE HER. what a bitch!

rice ball muahchee

2005-03-26T22:40:00.000+08:00

ok. on fri i went out wif debz. haha. went to orchard then we couldnt stand e crowd in orchard so we went to great world frm there. we first went to wh. there was a great sale there. its cool. anyway we went to billabong again. or as usual. i saw a bag tts real cool n nice. to me at least. well, since my sch bag was lan diaoed. so i bought it. then we went to esprit. we tried on lots of clothes, then i spoted a real cool arb. tt could be worn to sch. yeah so we tried it on and it fitted like really well. n it looked nice to. so we bought it!! yay! happiness. whoosh.

then we went to yoshinoya to eat. then debz was so bored while we were talking tt she was smashing e rice. it turned into a muahchee-like substance. sticky n stuff. then i started doin tt too. soon half a bowl of rice turned into muahchee. teehee. haha. ok, so i was REALLY proud of it, so i da baoed into a cup n brought it back home. ahah. was damn fun la. then we also made cheese rice ball. it was super nice to eat. after we baked it. tasted like bake rice. some day i will organise a riceball-muahchee-baking party. whee. or better still a riceball-muahchee-baking lesson. haha. money money whoo!

today which is sat, after e HSK thingy, we went to kap to eat then we rehearsed our dance. ahah. was so fun n funny. well shall not mention wad dance it is or e details here! :P n now my feet hurts. tts sad isnt it? hahaha. oh yeah. n i MUST thank God that my blog radio is doin well. ahah. ok BYEEEEEEE

tumor

2005-03-21T19:02:00.000+08:00

ok. first day of sch after e hols. for a start, i got a tumor like thing behind my ear on e bone of my head. anyway its like a lump of thing. that feels like an extra lump of bone. hopefully its not really a tumor. then shummy told me tt cancer is hard. im like oh shoots. im dying. ok hopefully not.

another happy event to add on to the happy start of e first day of school: i failed my physics test BADLY. i shall not say. ok. maybe i should so i will not cry. i got 14 out of 40. it rhymes yeah? BUT IT SUCKS. SO MUCH. i jus simply wanted to die, cry dunno whatever shitty crap. im gonna die. gonna get kicked outta IP and die in mainstream cos i havent gotten any CA marks. how bad is tt? n im gonna fail my o'levels. norm cL and all e other subjects. SHIT.

well something tts better. i tried to upload some music onto my blog coz e iwebmusic thing is gone. jus died or sth. just disappeared. so i went to this tutorial thingy and i successfully uploaded skye sweetnam's song-sharada. anyway, u have to press play to keep playing it. but im trying to add more songs onto e player. hopefully it will be possible. pray hard.

now my tumor is hurting again. and i think it grew bigger. tt sucks. a piece of good news to share: i actually shedded of some fats of mine. n im proudof myself. wheeeee. ok BYE. gotta do sth bout e tumorweirdothingy.

mummy's girl~

2005-03-20T13:48:00.000+08:00

went shopping with my mummy yest--sat. yup. wif juangie. she wanted to come my hse but my mummy was suppose to bring me out to eat. so she came along. yeah. we ate takopachi and some other stiff. heh heh. but i was really hungry. but i controlled myself. if not i would have probably eaten up e whole taka food court. whheeee. ahhaa.

oh nearly forgot. before tt i went gym again. like duh. ok but anyway, we did hou kong for e whole lesson. i was kinda safe yup. haha. nothin much happened to me. but tt was not what happened to jiayee. she was scold like SHIT by wang. n she was like saying she's gonna walk out of the gym but as expected she didn't. didnt want to or didnt dare to i dont know. i think she's just a little too stubborn. yeah.

ok nvm back to e point. i went out wif my mummy. then we went shopping. i wanted to get a paor of heels. but i didnt manage to find a nice one. so we went esprit after tt. me n juangie tried on e spag tt i wanted to buy. she bought e yellow one. i liked e green one. then when my mummy came, i tried on a pair of white-coloured jeans. then my mummy bought e spag and e jeans for me and she also bought a white shirt for herself. its kinda cute. but e cutting isn't really my style. heh.

march hols.

2005-03-18T12:24:00.000+08:00

march hols gonna end so i shall update about some of the more significant events! :)

MON: went for gym trng

TUES: went for gym trng in e mrng till about 2+ then it was meiyin's bdae so we went to kap to eat and celebrate for her. we bought her a cake to surprise her!! woohoo. hope she liked it! :D after tt me n jiayee went to orchard to get meiyin a prez. we shopped and shopped. whee so fun. then we went to esprit. their new season's new stuff are real cute!! then we bought meiyin a sleeveless shirt. its cute really. then we watched HITCH! it was funny!! and so sweet damnit. haha. dun mind watchin it again.

WED: i thought there wasnt gym tt day COS NOBODY TOLD ME!!! sheesh. so i didnt go. waddehell. but oh well. whateverrrr. went out wif debz! super fun man. she's such a great friend plus shopping mate!! we went to great world. then we went to esprit. had a massive-trying-clothes spree. haha. tts wad we do to kill time. i want e green spag there!! [tts gonna be on my want-list haah.] then we went to billabong! we went there actually to find a bg tt we saw in isetan billabong. but it wasnt sold there so debz went to look around then saw this fantastic halter. its like damn cool. n its not available in s'pore i think cos e shop owner said e halter was supposed to be for m'sia outlets but she took a few pieces. n so far i haven't seen it in other places. teehee. haha. its really nice anyway. then we went to zara. went on massive trying again. then deb liked this shirt but she didnt buy it tt day. she was still thinking.

THURS: went gym in e mrng. as usual it was crap. we had to do hou kong chuai. kinda improved but still wasnt tt good. then we did tao. oh man it was soooo bad. i jus practically died from embarassment. damn! it was SO messy like i was flying here and there. like FLYING. so anyway, went out wif e cute debz again [after gym]. we bought e billabong bag i was talking abt earlier on. its so cool n unique. plus its classy. whee. so happy. then we went to zara. debz wanted to get tt shirt. tt shirt's actually like a spag and in the middle top, then cloth is like pulled together. u know what i mean. then there's a halter inside. quite a nice design. nice effect too. but debz couldnt find 'S' size n there was onli 'M' so she went to e other zara outlet in taka jus to look for tt shirt. she practically DRAGGED me there. cos my legs were hurting. anyway back to e point. yeah she went to zara to look for tt shirt then she couldn't find it. she was kinda upset. but after tt she was over it when we went mango to try on clothes. [sheesh i think its becoming my hobby] haha. anyway we did. so we tried on really weird stuff. cos i think we tried on all e other nicer stuff already. ahaha. yup. so my conclusion is tt weird stuff reallydo make u look odd. ahha. yup. tts abt it.

I WANNA......

1] i wanna hang out wif juangie, cenny and prongz soon. its quite long since we went out together. WHICH IS SAD.

2] i wanna by e esprit green spag and a pair of white jeans.

3] i wanna buy new magsss. im runnin' out already

4] i wanna get DEB'S PHONE!!!!! darn! why is she so lucky?!

HERAGAIN

2005-03-15T22:52:00.000+08:00

wads wrong with u, wads wrong with you
wads wrong with you we say.
you say nothing say nothing
you have always been this way.
but we know its not true
its just NOT YOU.

excuses excuses are all u ever gave
trying to run awayyy.
we tried to give in tried to live with it
but you're gettin worse each day
we just cant stand it, cant stand it
cant stand it ANOTHER DAY!

we don't know what you're trying to do
trying too hard to fit in or WHAT?
isit critism that u cant take
when we ask u, u just SHUT!
its so irritaing- it hurts
u think it affects noone? IT SUCKS!

i dont know what you're tryin' to do
but to me it just seems you want attention
want people to make you eat
want to know our emotions
it may seem like nothin' to u...
BUT WE HATE IT HATE IT TO THE CORE!!!!!

*inspired by skye sweetnam's I DON'T CARE

OBS + skye fetish

2005-03-12T23:38:00.000+08:00

whooo. added sth new to my blog. called "boredom killers" its just below my tagboard so go take a look yeah. heh. think its quite cool waha. smartolme!

okay. obs was disastrous. it was kinda bad really n i got kinda tan. but i like my new tan. except for my tan colour of my arms. like ew. its SO dark. i can hardly see myself. anyway i've got a new craze. SKYE SWEETNAM. oh my gosh. she just rocks so much. even though she's not like the prettiest celebrity but she sure has the talent man.she wrote all her songs by herself n NUMBER 1 is just so nice. i feel like putting all her songs onto my blog. but sadly i cant. after obs i got really itchy. like seriously scratchy itchy. i jus feel like peeling my entire skin off myself! damnit. just imagine it. yucks. everytime i think about canoe OR kayak i jus feel that i AM kayaking RIGHT now. gosh. n every mrng i keep wanting to unpitch my tent. oh bloody hell. its so dumb i feel so dumb.

anyway. didnt go gym today. i felt too itchy. too itchy to sweat anymore. n i was dead beat. but i went out wif debz n i saw so many things tt i want. pls go checkout my updated wishlist. n if u hav some extra cash to spare. i REALLY would not mind anyone buying me some of the stuff. :D hints. okay. gtg bathe. im too itchy to continue typing!! BYEEEEE

IT SUCKS

2005-03-06T12:27:00.000+08:00

it sucks so much. so so much. all thx to our dear f*cking coach. who sucks to bits. he made us jump like frogs. not just tt. e afterpain nearly killed me. i should say US. e whole bdiv trampers just almost died. wad made things worse is OBS. IT SUCKS. this whole thing just suits my theme SOO MUCH. i was never the kind tt fantasized about how great obs was gonna be, n just wanted to quickly become 15 for obs. YUCKS. NO WAY. theres so much to pack n everything. oh God i just wish i need not go to this dumb thing where we will only get mosquito bites n scratches from the bushes. THAT sucks. plus IF we were grouped with people we dont know and people we hate. that would suck EVEN more.

this part of e post is dedicated to peirong :) here goes:

We all know u are unhappy,
that we sometimes leave u out.
We never did that on purpose,
we never knew that hurt.
Sometimes u have stuff to do,
but dont feel bad to make us wait.
You want someone close to u,
like a best friend and all.
To do fun things or suffer with u,
share secrets and laugh with u.
Its not ur character or anything,
theres nothing wrong with u.
Its probably some misunderstanding,
from the different point of view.
U probably felt so alone,
but how were we suppose to know?
U never mentioned it.
U never told us all.
We want u to share with us,
how u felt and how u thought.
We may not be perfect in your eyes,
but we hope,
that u would let us
be your BEST friends.

an accomplishment

2005-02-23T20:43:00.000+08:00

*pukes* ok. so. i got back my math results yest. i got lyk 29. im kinda upset but i thought it was ok la. haha. im like waiting for my bio results. leeshanshan really marks reaaaalllyy slow. so sian lor. bet im gonna fail anyway. suddenly after reading deb's blog, i wonder how can she write about such deep stuff. while i'm forever like shopping n this n that. really. i really wonder. i just simply have nothing interesting to write about. maybe its just my life. so monotonous. like anything. oh gosh. anyway. again. im talking about shallow things again. yeah yeah. haa. i was planning to go gym on tues instead of mon cos my test was on tues. then i wld hav time to study on mon. then e test was changed to wed. but me n jiayee were planning to skip gym on mon anyway. we were goin to orchard when SUDDENLY meiyin (aka xiao MEI) called n ask us to go back to sch then go gym together. lyk waddehell. nuts. we were already at orchard. but we decided to be nice like we are anyway, and GO ALL E WAY BACK TO SCH. haha. meiyin must hav felt so honoured. :D ahah. so we went sji n jumped tramp like duh. then we were doing qian kong n i was scared like anything but wang came over n asked us to do hou kong. eh. i was shocked. nono. i should say WE were totally TRAUMATIZED. reason simply being e havent done it for 2 entire weeks. so. we asked him in shock if we could do some on e tumble track first n he agreed. then after tt we were busy "chopping" ahha. then we did houkong anyway. it was rather scary but not tt bad after all. i felt so accomplished. at least we didnt go gym for nth. gtg!! wanna watch tv. n pilihuo rocks! :)

orchard

2005-02-20T11:09:00.000+08:00

good day! hahaha. ok anyway, yest after gym, we went to orchard. but went to coro first. yeah. we ate n stuff. then pr had to go. we were actually supposed to go orchard wif jiayee, but they were goin to e SAJC funfair thingy. yup. so me n cenny went alone. haha. so we went to coro to eat first. hha. then went to orchard. we tried on loads of clothes n after cenny went home me n jiayee continued trying on clothes. went to topshop n bought this cute spag. both of us bought. AT LAST JIAYEE WOULD WEAR A SPAG!! ahha. n e shirt was like buy 2 get 20% off. haha. what a catch. hha. n i bought cute earrings too. n we went isetan n i bought this super duper-out of the world-nice wallet. its billabong. hha. bloody nice. ok. tts all. (: byeeee

after stress

2005-02-18T20:45:00.000+08:00

i had bio test and math test this week. its kinda like sme major major test. ok anyway, im lyk gonna fail them all even though i kinda studies for them. wad make things even BETTER is tt my voice is like totally breaking. oh god. its sooo like cracking. dying. sqeaking. anything. i dont know man. its just weird. u can ask cenjun bout tt. no doubt. she was literally laughing her head off. whenever i spoke or laughed. haha. she even said tt i sound lyk a dragon. so she named me shumu [inspired by mushu frm mulan] hahahaha. yeah. okok. so i havta say this. now e only thing i'm stressed about is..... MY ENG COMPRE. damnit. it was supposed to be due like on thurs. now i feel like crap.

soo.. today me cenny n peirong went to coro to destress. it was really fun AND funny. ahah. was quite a long time since we went out together. haha. yup. we just crapped about n other stuff. yeah. we looked at loads of magz. haha. actually not loads but quite alot. haha. we bought two n me n cen are sharing. MAGS ARE WONDERFUL. ok. n i had this sudden inspiration of studding on of my plain tops. or painting it. i really need to do sth to it!! or i'll just die!! tts abt all. n i REALLY hope to lose weight. seriously. GO ME!!! ahha. ok. Tata!! wish me happy reading for mags. (:

sick day

2005-02-13T15:55:00.000+08:00

damn. im sick. since lyk fri can. i felt so dead. dun feel lyk goin to sch on mon. still have to present e SS thing. so sian lor. anyway, on fri night i had a seriously bad sore throat. lyk my whole entire throat was dropping out. u know. the kind tt u cant even swallow ur saliva. yup. now im feelin better. but still not great. waiting for my ang bao. heh heh. frm tis person tt always gives at least 200 bucks. yay. but i didnt go out wif my parents. decided to stay home and slack. on fri afternoon, i went out and went shopping. ate sushi again. all thx to my bro. a total sushi supporter. im already so sick of it and he is still eating it so happily as if it was e first time he tasted sushi. EW.

then i bought my MNG dress. got my mummy to buy it for me. its really cute. n its lyk e only dress i ever liked. haha. i tink i will keep it till nxt year's cny then wear it for e first time man. haha. yup. have a sense of satisfaction. was so happy tt day then at night i fell sick. WOW. ok. so i wanna read e daughters of e moon book. hav a craving for it now. heh. n i was reading this australia mag [girlfriend] its like so cool n its only 6.50 considered cheap compared to cosmo girl n seventeen. but they are all damn nice. ok. e mags tt i MUST read monthly are: cosmogirl . girlfriend . us seventeen . sg seventeen . teens . yay. i wanna subscribe all of em. but i CANT!! coz cosmogirl, seventeen n girlfriend [my faves] are NOT subscribable. hahah.

sooooo. i've been talking to deb for soo long. hahaa. i love her man. ahha. my ang pao receied at e moment is lyk 550 onli lor. nvm. haha gtg bb!!

happy cny!

2005-02-09T01:06:00.000+08:00

ok today went to sch then had performance n evt. argh. was sooo booring. darnit. wasted my time. n we wrote chun lian. it made my shirt n my bag red. cos of e paper. but im kinda proud of e writing n i made my parent hang it up!!!! heh heh. then after tt me n prongie went to coro. didnt wanna go back to nyps. so sian can.

later i went home talked to debz on e phone till i was lyk half asleep. probably cos i slp lyk 130 last night. so its kinda expected. ahah. i was lyk talking bout some weird stuff n i was "dreaming" tt she was telling me sth then i jus ans back to her on e phone. then she was totally confused. haha. i dreamt tt she ask me wad is lion dance in chinese. so i jus spoke back [really spoke] wu shi. omg. tt was so embarrassing. n it happened twice. ahahha. interesting man. haha. then i slacked arnd in e house. helped to move some non-dusty things--like my bag.aahha. then i waited n waited. slack n ate. then we all went out.

we went to give some stuff to my dads friend. n got another 20 bucks!! yay. yeah i know. its ONLY 20 bucks. but still better then nothin. haha. so i got exactly 300 bucks for now. sigh. hope i get more this year. n i shall save half?? haha. i tink i would keep 400 bucks n bank in e rest. haha. ok. then after tt we went to borders. i bought another 2 mags!!! yay!! i bought cosmogirl n girlfriend march issue. cant wait to read it!! totally!! then we ate dinner n went for movie!! watched racing stripes!!! its damn nice n touching. tts only if ur an animal person. yeahh. i wanna watch again n u guys mus go watch too k?!?! hha. okok. its really cute though. n sweet. awwww. my fave type of movie. except tt its kinda scary. my legs were all wobbly when i stood up. ahhaha. yup. tts bout it!!

a day out.

2005-02-06T22:37:00.000+08:00

on fri i went out wif deb. we were planning to go to youth. but her sis didnt call her so we didnt go. haha. so we went shopping instead. [i feel tt my life's full of shopping] ok. so. we went to mango. we tried on this dress. at first deb said tt she saw this dress at mango tt was real nice so i was lyk ok. lets go see it then. haha. so we went there. when she first showed it to me i was like: EW. are YOU sure tts tt?? then she was like: yup. then i was like: oh my gosh. u arent serious are you? then she said: jus try it. no harm anyway. so i said: ok fine. so went went to try it. and i was kinda reluctant. :) then... after changing into e dress. i thought it was EXCELLENT. oh man.i so wanted to buy it but it was 75 bucks. n e back was kinda low but i thought it was ust so perfect. oh darn. so we went to another mango in search of e XXS size. aahahha. then we went to isetan. deb saw a nice zip up of shoulder long sleeve. i thought it was nice too. but it was in blue n i already have a sweater it tt exact shade of blue. n i asked e salesperson if there was another colour. [i had to ask her 3 bloody times b4 she answered] n she went:*looks at e corner of eye then look up* oh. no. we only had this colour. SHE SNAPPED.i was like damn you!! so i didnt even say "thankyou". anyway tts not e point. e point was tt i went to look for my dress n i only saw XS. so i went to try it on again. hahahah. [2nd time] then i ask if deb wanted to try n she said: no la. im scared i fall in love wif it. haha. ok sure. haha. then i tried e jacket too n i like it. i tried it over e dress too. hhaaahaha. it was a cool combi. :D

soon we went to e taka MNG. n we shopped there and i tried e dress on again. [3rd time] haha. then deb trid on her jacket again. [2nd time] but i know it was impossible to buy e dress tt day. i jus didnt hav any cash wif me. haha. so we went looking around MNG n waiting for deb to decide whether to buy e jacket or not. then we walked n walked n walked. UNTIL MNG CLOSED. hahaaha. then i was like. quick la!! then she said if she really looked nice in it. then i said nice. then she said: "huh. i dunno whether i should buy or not leh" WOAH. i was like going to box her. haha.jk. then she ask me to buy wif her. but i already have a similar coloured sweater. so i said if there was another colour i would buy wif her. [but as e previous RUDE salesperson said, there isnt another colour.] but she asked anyway. then there was actually another colour--BROWN. yay. ok. so i had to buy it. n i liked it anyway. so we both paid n left happily. but i still want e dress. ARGH!! anyway. today i got like 180 bucks of angpao money. yay. so im gonna buy e dress soon. haha.

then today afternoon my dad told me to read this book about something like to help u study better. it had some rather interesting stuff like how ur brain works. n how e sch system sucks. aha. so i didnt really mind reading it. but im kinda lazy as u all know. PLUS e book was in CHINESE. LIKE EWW. but my dad said he will buy e eng version for me. then i said: if i finish e book will you buy sth for me? then he said:what do u want? then i went: a phone. then we were discussing abt what to buy [when i havent even read e book] so i was like: we'll see nxt time n guess what. my dad gave me a budget of 500 bucks. ahahhaha. cheers for pops!! 500 bucks for reading a book. thats how seldom i read n tts how desprate my dad is to make me read.

anyway. friday was a fun day cos i went shopping. oh yeah i bought a mag too. its american seventeen-march issue. n i was so satisfied. n today [sunday] i finished reading it. n todays a fun day cos i received angpao money frm one of my grandmas and one of my aunt who came over for reunion dinner!! my parents still owe me my angpao money!!! btw. e abalone today was really erm. disgusting? so practically no one ate it. ahaa. n i tested two of em. they were equally bad. so there was like a whole plate left. gosh i think im crapping too much. n i swear im gonna buy THAT dress. yay!!

thanks and sth else

2005-01-31T23:48:00.000+08:00

ok. i just suddenly felt so lucky tt i have my friends n i have not idea y. soo. i wanna thank em here!! :D shall start noww.

debz - i think u are a real great friend n i really thank you for being my friend. i really love u soo much. all e fun n crappy times we had n what makes our friendship so great is that we hardly quarrel. *note. hardly* but sometimes we have different opinions and we try not to put each other down. u are really the sweetest thing anyone can imagine. u tell me all your worries and even pray for me. you are the bestest friend anyone could have. u make me happy when im sad tell me jokes when im worried. give me advices when i need them. my life would not be complete without u.

cenny - we have known each other for a rather loong time. haha. n u are so crappy n funny. sometimes i really wanna say "wads ur freaking problem" and i know tts what u wanna say sometimes too. but we get over it fast n we are good friends again. during gym, we jus feel lyk dying n u keep me awake. u encourage me when im scared n u tolerate me n my nonsense. i lovee uu.

peirong - schpeirong. sometimes u have bad days just like anyone and although we arent long time friends and there was a time when we werent happy wif each other. but i realised tt u r really important to me and our clique. so i really appriciate u.

yingjuang - we just known each other n became real good friends. we love eating n also love goin on diet. i think you are really fun. although u are tall and i am short, and people say i look extremely short when i walk with u, i still like u and will always walk side by side with u.

schwating - schwating. lucky u went njc. and even though we arent really close now, i still really love you. we always make u eat n help u gain weight. now without us by ur side u must take care of yourself n not let others bully u like how i bully u ok? haha. i know i always bully u. but u really put up with me n tts really sweet of u. muacks.

vic - VIC oh man. u just left. we all really miss u. i hope life there is ok. i will never forget you. even though sometimes i dislike some part of u n isnt happy with some part of u, i still really treat u as my good good friend. the time you spent with me. even though it was short and we probably will not see each other so much anymore, i really wanna thank u for being a part of my life and always letting me slp over at your house. :)

sth else. i know u have changed as she told me about it.
u never really used to care about studies.
u never really cared about grades.
u never really gave a damn about homework and such.
u used to lead such a carefree life. that was what i like about u.
what's appening now?
now u have changed.
y are u trying so hard?
trying so hard to do well.
trying so hard to win.
to beat everyone else.
u said u didnt like the part of someone else who was like this.
but u are just a second her.
i just hope this isnt true.
but it is i know.
i just hope this isnt the real u.
and i just hope you would be just the person i use to know.

emotions

2005-01-30T13:31:00.000+08:00

in e mrng, we had gym. ok. it was ok at first. we jus did our moves n then my leg hit my nose. tt was rather sad but nvm. it was kinda ok. after tt, wang made us go n hav a "talk". it was a fantastic talk where he scolded us like mad n gave us this stupid face n saying how lousy we are n comparing us wif the seniors. it was awesome n he scolded renyi n everyone else. YEAHRIGHT. IT WAS SO GREAT. fcuk man. i mean wads his bloody problem. he think he knows everything. he doesnt know how much time we have. he can try observing but he doesnt. all he cares abt is e floor ppl. make us clean this clean tt. do this do that. lyk WAD THE HELL. he jus suck so much la. treat us like wad. wanna scold then scold. freaky idiot. n we pay him to do such stuff man. wadeva anyway our mood was jus dampened.

we went to coro n ate fries and bubble tea. then we talked n talked n talked. then me n jiayee went to orchard while e others went back. when we were at orchard, we both felt so much better. n i bought a ripcurl board shorts n a voodoodolls spag. all for new year. *winks* then later wanting called me n reminded me vic was leaving. so at 6 i rushed home to take a bath n got ready n went.

at e airport, me.peirong.wanting.cen.yingjuand n vic were there. vic treated us to swensons n we all felt so bad but it was really nice of her. we ate this salmon n mushroom bake rice n it was really good. anyway back to e main point. vic was leaving at first we were all laughing n having a good time then we sent her off. it was really sad. but i dont think anyone cried. but all of us really missed her. we all hope tt she would be happy there n hav a good time. plus i hope she wouldnt change. then wanting said she wasnt feeling v well so we were busy helping her to make sure she felt better but it didnt work. so later she n yingjuang went back. then me n peirong n cen went to take a walk in e airport. we were acting rich n stuff. was so fun. haha. but to think we could actually do tt after vic jus left. im so sorry vic if u r reading this. *smiles*

later i went home n was talking to debbie on e phone. i read her blog as she told me to. haaha. n it was jus so sweet. she have always been praying to God to let me go to church. so that i wouldnt be left out. she is like the sweetest thing on earth. so i wanna thank God for giving me such a good friend. PS. DEBZ i really love u!! muacks. u rock my world.

church

2005-01-28T22:00:00.000+08:00

well. haha. today i went out wif debbie to great world. we went to wh to try on clothes la. haha. then we also tried on a dress. it was nice. debz wanted to buy it but she was still thinking. haha. then later we went to walk arnd and ate icecream n then later we went looking at some furtitures. haha. was so lame n funny. then after tt we went to billabong n we saw this nice tube. it was realy spunky. but i dun wear tubes. heh heh. so deb bought it. AND ANOTHER shirt. she was actually deciding between e 2 but then she decided to get both.

after tt i went to debs church. haha. was kinda fun n interesting jus tt i was hungry. haha. maybe i wanna go nxt week too. heh. well. i wanna go and get a tan!! i need!! i must!! i also wanna get e red spag frm voodoo dolls. tmr perhaps. get cenjun to go mass shopping wif me. hhaha. hopefully she can make it. yup. so tts abt all. btw. this is a ques. is my blog lyk weird in any way? or lyk its ugly? cos TT XIAO BEN DEBZ said tt e girl on e pic is v spooky??!?! n its also v not nice. its nice wad!!! okok. aha. pls give ur comments :)

new skin

2005-01-26T22:09:00.000+08:00

this is a new skin cos of e dumb photo bucket band width thingo. darn lousy

in malaysia

2005-01-22T22:34:00.000+08:00

yay!! im in malaysia. hahaa.okok. i came here on hmm. thurs. till sunday n i missed a day of trng. haha. cool. anyway. i went to this shopping center on fri. called 1 utama. its lyk damn huge. i couldnt even finish walking around it. ok. so i went there n i went to morgan. it was having a sale there n i saw this shirt i lyk. its lyk 140 bucks. so i was lyk forget it. anyway it wasnt lyk fantastic or anything. then my mummy went to get some clothes for my brother. then my daddy n i went to look around. heh heh. we found RIPCURL. haha. erm. so i went there n my dad was lyk. "urh. *looks around* i shall sit here n wait." haah. so i looked arnd n i saw some new arrivals. n there was this kinda plain ripcurl spaggi. but i liked it though. n it was having 40 percant off. so i went to try n i asked my dad if he could buy n he said ok. haha. i guess it was cos he didnt noe anything about clothes. hahah.

after tt when my mummy was done, me n my dad went to find them. then my dad said my mum should get some new year clothes. so i said. lets go to laura ashley. n i was jus kidding but my dad went in. so i was lyk woah. ok cool. then my mum looked artound. every shirt was arnd 200rm so it was abt 100 sing. but i guess its ok cos my mum seldom buy clothes n e colours were so sweet. so my mum bought one light green shirt (green's her lucky colour) n a white long sleeved. ehh. then after that we went to wh!! i went to see some clothes. there was this spaggi. n e colour was so nice n e cutting was unique. it was lyk blue. n i saw a black dress it was v simple n e cloth was comfy. so i was thinking maybe i could get it n wear it to lyk some formal events or anything. since i have absolutely zero dresses. yeah. but then my daddy didnt want me to get it. FINE! so i will get it in singapore. n i also wanna get a red spag frm ripcurl for new year too. p.s:DEBZ we must go to wh e nxt time ok? they've got new stuff.

so tts abt all i guess. oh ya. not yet. urh. oh yeah. i got peirong e spray candy tt she wanted me to get for her. n today i went to mid valley, i got my passionata book at last. n i got a wrapping paper for it too. n we went new year FOOD shopping. it was e worst shopping experience ever. but i got ying juangie uhhh.. post selects cereal. omg. i noe its v erm. cheapskate. but cos u said u could not find it in singapore so i saw it n got it for u. yup. *winks* n i bought a cinderella story n raising helen. n my brother bought mulan 2. ahaha. right. DEBZ-im so sorry i cant go to e church concert. n cen n peirong n juangie. I MISS U GUYSS!!

happy bdae renyi!!

2005-01-16T14:17:00.000+08:00

ok. forgot abt renyi's bdae. so HAPPY BDAE RENYI!! haha. hope ull stay tal n cute n be less strict towards us. good luck in gym!! haaha. we celebrated renyi's bdae in e gym after trng. *darn. i keep sneezing now!!* ok.back to e point. some seniors came back. hah. then xiehuan was so cool n cute. i tink she's nice. she's prettier now. hmm. anyway. they ate cake n i didnt cos i dun lyk cake. :D heh heh. plus its fattening. hhaha. so. yeah. tts my whole purpose of writing tis. happy bdae. dun worry renyi, i'll get u a prez. remind me!!! byeeeeee

too many things to say

2005-01-16T11:39:00.000+08:00

ok. so i shall start from friday. i didnt do my hw on thursday so i had to stay back on fri to do my hw. n it included CH COMPO, BIO MINDMAP and math. omg. i wanted to die. i onli finished my hw at lyk 5. shit. then on sat i went for trng. omg. it sucked so much.i did qian kong. ok. it was ok. but some were not v good.then i did hou kong. walau. it was pure shit. either i chuai too early or my legs are bent or i nv arch enough. then e last one i did, i landed on e tramp then bounced back to the mat then my legs went over my head and e whole thing was pure disaster.

after tt i went out wif debbiee. ahah. it was so much funner. hmm.lets see where to start. ehh. we went to cine first. haha. i went to get e SEVENTEEN card! yay. ok. then they gave a goodie bag thingyo. then we went to heeren. walked arnd at flash n splash. its new season btw. so went walked n walked then i saw WANTING. haha. then she sae she heard i became nerdy. WOW. yes lyk totally. i know she was lyk kiddng. anyway wadever, lyk im gonna care. so anyway back to e point. me n deb went to pacific plaza. we tried on some clothes there then later on we went to borders cos i was desprately trying to find a nice readable mag. but couldnt find any. aha. yeah. then our dear deb said tt she was so hungry. n so we decided to go to tony romas. ahaha. she ate SO much. we ordered a full slab n a half slab. so there were 18 ribs altogether so we had 9 each plus 2 side dishes. it was so good i could've died there. haha. jus kidding. haha. then she was starting to get full after a long time. n after we finished we went to wisma. then we tried on clothes at forever21. we tried this really short skirt tt was M sized. n a short shirt tt was kinda cute n cool. e skirt was really cute n scottish. but it was too big it couldnt even fit. then we went to cine again cos i wanted to buy either ashlee simpsons cd or britney's prerogative or linsay lohan's speak. but as u noe i dun really lyk lindsay. so i wanted ashlee simpsons cd more. then we went to sembawang n listened to lindsay's n ashlee's cd. but cos i listened to lindsay lohans cd first n i thought it was nice n i didnt hav time to listen to all e songs in ashlee simpsons autobiography n e shop was closing, i bought SPEAK. sheesh. i felt so bad. i dont lyk lindsay. but owell her songs are nice. but i think ashlee's voice is unique. ok. so tts abt it. but i WILL buy autobiography soon!!

glee

2005-01-13T20:39:00.000+08:00

im kinda happy today. maybe its cos we're goin out tmr. haha. actually, today gym was kinda fun. i mean now we get 5 mins per turn. then we get to do more stuff as in more dong zhuo. and dun hav to do lyk so manyt times of qian kong n stuff. heh heh. im actually kinda like avoiding doing qian kong n i hav no idea y. actually i do. actually its because. because. because. I SUCK AT IT!!!! haahha. okok.but i really do. BUT today i was slightly better at it. lyk luckily. hopefully im improving. *ahem* then i did zhuan tang. m not so afraid now. haha. then today i did hou kong chuai. hohoho. ahaha. well its not bad i tink jus SCARY. my heart was like totally beating crazily. woah. i asked cenjun to send me to hospital. haha. was just a ultimately lame suggestion. haha. it was alright at first jus tt one of my legs were a lil bent. THEN. e worst one came. *excited to know abt it?* haha. i did a hou kong. then i landed back onto e tramp instead of onto e mat. cos i didnt la shou. SHIT. BIG SHIT. i died. then i did another one n stood. yay. BUT my legs are still bent. sheesh. nvm. can try again.haha. nxt time. haha.

NOW this is e bad part. ok. jiayee got scolded for not doin her hou kong properly. lyk really badly. then sandy n joyce wants to quit. then jiayee n yining n jeanne started crying. okayyyyyy. not like im not sad. but i jus thot no need to cry right. ok nvm. then jiayee got scolded. yea then she did a better one. haha. not bad. but she kept crying cos wang scolded her. hmm. ok. ps. jiayee dun cry so much alright? :D ahaha

then i jus thought tt i really need to go on a diet! gosh but i cant stop myself frm eating. haha. lyk YANTIAN IS ONLY 38 N SHE'S 156. NOOOOOOOOOOO. im heavy. noooooooooo. haiz. n iim starting to have this craze for ashlee simpson. hahha. she jus so. unique. haha. okok. im lame lame lame. yeah yeah. n in sch we're having so much SIA stuff. ok. gtg Byeeeeeeeee

gymmy day

2005-01-11T22:46:00.000+08:00

hmm. today. was mostly bout gym. but before we get to tt, i hav to comment that --> IP SUCKS BIG TIME its super duper stressful. its bad lyk anything. n we hav hw n hw. plus after hw is GYM and we cant be late or we'll be slaughtered. i was jus so unhappy today. gosh. if i remain tis way, i'd better buy a coffin soon. darn. sometimes i jus feel lyk drawing designs e whole day. and ignore all e stupid crappy lessons. but sadly its jus not possible.

then during gym, duh. we did tramp. first i did zhuan pa. goodness man. its was so bad i wanna die. eeks. THEN we did some hou kong. slack n slack. then we started talking abt our fatness. haha. it was so funny. msg to cenjun : u r not fat. u r thin. V. thin. u were alright lyk last year? then tis year i thought u got thinner. u really are. damn u. dun u hav a mirror. or is ur mirror e one tt makes ppl look fat?? RARH! i wanna strangle ur thin neck. haha. jkjk. then after tt i did my first ever zhuan tang on e tramp. n obviously it was bad. lyk shit. so sucky. i hope it can be improved. go me!

great. so now im back home. n according to jiayee.. theres this esip (i think) thing. n its kinda a scholarship. so guess wad again. duh. i forgot to apply. n today mrng was e last chance.WOW. so well today was lyk my favourite day. n um. I JUST LOVE IT SO. at last. theres sth to look forward to. on fri (probably) me n cens gonna go out!! yay! hah. *ps. to cen. bring home clothes ok?* currently. im eating fruits. n i jus feel lyk saying this. -- i hate strawberries.

happenings

2005-01-10T20:57:00.000+08:00

ok. actually. many things happened. haha. actually not much. jus sch stuff. n wad i havto do is to go shopping!! darn!! i need to shop. crap. ok. on sat. i went to eat tony romas again. its as delicious as ever. heavenly. yummaye. was suppose to go out wif debz. but my dad came back so hav to go out wif him to eat. n on sun he went to hk n taiwan. eeks. i wanna go man. get away frm sch. heh. sch. e word sch. makes me sick! goodness. theres SIA oh man. shit! every single subject. project n project n all over again. for eng theres passionata. but at least i can do on sth i lyk. im probably goin to draw my fashion design stuff inside. heh heh. i hope e year passes quickly. heh heh. n now, every free day we hav, i go to coro or kap to eat wif cenjun peirong n yingjang. haha. oh n i saw wanting today. actually i also saw her on.. fri i tink. she's even skinnier now. she can make frens wif e super skinny njc girl already lor. ahahah. wanting!! eat more!!!

then on sat, during gym, wang wanted to jian cha us. whoa nearly died. haha. nearly. was so scary. luckily i onli screwed up my qian kong. even though tts bad enough, but heh heh. im positive!! i hope i can complete my tao by end of tis month. sounds kinda impossible. BUT i'll try. haha. then jeanne(is tt how to spell her name??) n yining will hav to treat me n cento um. lunch or dinner. haha. yay!!

during e hols was so fun. went out practically everyday wif debbie. haha. she's lyk super fun to go out wif. cos we're both lyk totally crazy shoppers. heh. bought lyk so many things. n we alwaes go take cab frm orchard to great world jus to eat e yoghurt ice cream there. haha. its jus so so nice. now im craving for it now. heh hee. n i miss debbie. haha. i think i wrote alot. haha. n i spent so much time changing e blog skin. hhaha. i was lyk white n black kinda cool. but i wanted sth more colourful. hah. ok. hope u lyk it!!

2nd school day*

2005-01-04T21:04:00.000+08:00

actually, e second day of school wasnt tt bad. in e sense tt i actually knew more ppl. hahaha. yup. AND wads bad is tt we had hw. eww. n i jus realised tt theres tis STUPID dumb 'SIA' ting. sheesh. so extremely sucky. n theres cca too. me n jiayee wants to drop out of ip n gym n join computer club. hahaahahha. plus its lyk u reeeaally mus get good results. roar!! really stressful. now i really wish tis yr ends soon n hols come quickly. or i'll be lyk dead soon. how cool is tt. n i feel so sleepy all day. i wanna go shopping!! today in gym, i learned to dai shou for hou kong. lyk at last. at last. n luckily i didnt die.YET. hahahaah. ok im lyk driven crazy by sch. n we also saw wanting through e njc fence. miss her. oh god i really need to go shopping. really. n my sch teachers are really weird or fierce. lyk CHUA MEi HONG. eeks. hmm. but at least i talked to yiming n heather. i wanted to ask if i can get to noe this gurl called sylvia. she's kinda cool. but not sure bout her character. heh heh. but i was too shy. heh. <-- oh man i cant believe i said tt. SHY. hahha. ok i tink tts abt it. i jus wanna talk more abt my dec hols in e other posts. it was SO so fun.

feeling dumb.

2005-01-03T20:43:00.000+08:00

e first dae of school was terrible. went to sch in e mrng n i was LATE. what a grrreeeat start. sigh. so stupid. in class our whole class was sooo quiet. so super silent that i was dying. i was talking to meixian n guess wad. i onli got to know 2 person that i never knew. --the two persons behind me. heh heh. then we went for break. lyk actually e onli thing tt i lyk abt sch today was break time. haha. luckily me cenjun yingjuang n peirong still decided to meet up during recess or i would have died. but having two lunch breaks would make me fat. sheesh. i jus feel totally-completely crappy n i haven done my hw. gosh. school feels stress n weird. on the brighter note, at least there's meixian nxt to me n cenjun n ppl for reccess. ok. then suhui came my hse n tts how i created this. its really lame. jus a place for me to spend my timee. n guess wad-after we did this blog, BOTH of us fell asleep. haah. till now. still trying to fix my bloggaye. hmm ok. tts bout it. tata!